sometimes just letting lose the cannon and letting my trigger happy finger pull the trigger isn't such a good thing, but sometimes...it'll fix this.
just a lil song i wrote. comment and tell me what you think.
I’ve got this beat and rythem that’s been stuck in my head
since two years ago, since I was just a kid
still I have yet to know what adult hood is like
and I ponder that thought on my sofa before I call it a night
this world is all the same, but the memories and reality make it seem different
and nothing can ever compare to a sunny bright day or a first kiss
with the one person you know you love yet you know you won’t miss
so the sun will pour in through my car window as I hit the ground running
running away from this place, running away from this sunshine state
eventually I will come crawling back when I get the exact call
but for now finding myself is the biggest priority of them all
and I hope if/when people hear this song
they will feel the rain upon their face when it falls
I’ve got these pieces of thoughts and these fractures of feelings in my brain
and these split second headaches make me smile and cringe
I get shivers up my spine every time I take a look at the time
and right now, it’s exactly one forty five
so I think about where my life has gone and where it will decide to go
but for now I am thinking I am putting on a pretty damn good show
of true feelings of happiness, love and lust
god damn the Florida summertime, that cold air of winter is a must
my bed is my sanctuary and I love to lay and lie in it
on the phone or to your face and I think my heart could go at a faster pace
each smile and each time I cry, it’s a thirty second coma
that I always awake from, but most of the time I pray that I don’t
took a nap and my life went by
so I scream up at the sky, “my god may I please ask why?”
No, faith is a curse and we bare it like a wound
been shot one too many times and its taken its toll