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being used was fun

hahaah i dont care. i really dont. so dont fucking call me. i dont wanna know what happened. i dont care.

............sometimes it just takes a little research to find what your looking for.

goodbye............dont ever call me again

please tell me why i care if i get ahold of you or if you get ahold of me. why do i care what happened.

you never did

ive realized that i can time in my life by the periods of nothing bad happening and something bad happening. it is bad when you know that everything is ok and its only a matter of time when something will happen. when you know that in a month or two or a week or two that something will happen. 2005 was one of the worst years of my life. i look ( Read more... )

There's a burning in my heart everyday ( Read more... )

so yea. this is the first time ive been on here in a long time. and i dont really miss it. no one reads it and i dont read anyone else's so its even ( Read more... )

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No, heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her and you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love's completely real, so forget anything that you have heard
and live for the moment now

But I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
but I know that that's impossible now
And so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories
cause I just can't think anymore about that
or about her tonight