I wish I had time to spend with all my friends. I always feel like I'm blowing someone off when I don't mean to.
Long weekends are awesome...I don't know how I'm going to make it until Thanksgiving with no more breaks!!! :(

Am feeling much better about everything ( Read more... )

Wow...last night...I don't really want to talk about it here, but you can always ask me ( Read more... )

Worked...worked out...worked...that was my fun filled day.
The only love I ever knew I threw it all away.

THERE ISN'T ANY TIME THAT I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU

The only thing that gets me through this is telling myself i dont need this and that im happy
whether i believe that or not is the problem
why get my hopes up

Lose lose situations
My heart breaks into smaller pieces every second that goes by

And...school stars in less than 8 hours :(

Had some moments of clarity this weekend ( Read more... )

I know exactly what it is that I SHOULD do.
The next thing is figuring out what I WANT to do.

Haha, I amuse myself sometimes.

The two sides of my day:

The Negative - Slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'll apologize for bleeding on your shirt.

The Positive - Don't believe this science fiction, tale of beauty and perfection. You are more than ordinary. It's time to take this blindfold off your eyes.

American Men's Gymnastics Team
2nd Place
Those silly Japanese men beat us...but hey...our team is hotter so rock on.