i have a stupid crush on tim. fuck. (pizza tim, not school tim)

i had a series of the weirdest dreams last night. First off, I kissed Emily Gussin. so now i have a semi crush on her. second off, my dad died. and im pretty sure i was crying in my sleep because it was REALLY sad, and then when i actually woke up, my eyes were all watery. third, i was at camp huston, and the part that was washed away in the ( Read more... )

sooo tim was just driving home, and we were talking about social lives and i was like "oh, yeah, i havent been out in like, three weeks" and he was SO astonished by that. and then i realized how fricken antisocial i have been. its not like i dont WANT to be social, ive just neglected doing things to instead sit at home lazily. and im not unhappy ( Read more... )

I feel like such an asshole. my mom came home and i yelled at her because she couldnt hear me after i repeated myself like 10 times. then she broke down crying, sobbing that she "didnt need this right now, not today" and ran out of the room. oh by the way, brian was next to me. so im feeling like shit for pushing her over the edge, and brian is mad ( Read more... )

so, basically i hate everyone in the world. i went to the mechanics cause my car failed emissions testing, and the first thing he says is "are you sure youre old enough to drive?" and that was the exact moment that i decided i hated him, because anyone who begins their relationship with me with that line so obviously will never have anything ( Read more... )

oh, by the by, want to hear something HI larious. "how about we dont go out to dinner, and dont buy corsages, but take that money and spend it on the tsunami releif fund." - chris kaimmer, katies date, and cooincidentally, the people me and brian are going with. personally, i was really touched by the tsunami, but i will give money on my own time, ( Read more... )

so after feeling shitty about the dress, i borrow this hot one from alisa. ive been trying it on for like an hour, looking at it in different angles, and yes, it looks good from all of them. FINALLY! MY SELF ESTEEM IS BACK. the only decision i cant make is, black shoes or gold. my mom gets home and i ask her. then, i took it a step to far, "what do ( Read more... )

so heres to being sick for almost two weeks straight, having such a bad cold that my nose is permanently bright red and raw, having the worst chapped lips in the world, trying on the dress i planned to wear to winter ball and realizing it looks like shit but having no time to change that, and basically, feeling horrible about myself and my ( Read more... )

SOOOO wanna hear a totally crazy story? aight, here it goes, check it (getting in the mood ( Read more... )

Yet another friday night, wasted. At this rate, i should just say that I could work until close, getting off early is useless. i called whitney to see if she wanted to watch a movie and she was like "no im not gonna do anything tonight" then i called jesse and he was like "im going to whits to watcha movie, ill ask if you can come" then "oh, whit ( Read more... )