I hate not sleeping. I hate stress. I hate my car. I hate the fact that I'm the only kid at home to overhear my parents arguing like belligerent teenagers. I hate that they each complain about the other one to me. I hate my ex-boyfriend. I hate being broke. I hate the fact that I keep having little emotional breakdowns on very inopportune ( Read more... )

well it's comforting to know that I won't be dying any time soon. I've been celibate for the better part of a year, and I'd kinda rather like to change that. Any takers ( Read more... )

so my show ended really well, and I want to thank all the people who came to see it. You guys were so sweet, and as a result I got more flowers over the past two and a half weeks then I've gotten my whole life. I was a little hurt that one of my guests left after two and a half scenes because of "questionable language", but oh well. Considering ( Read more... )

last week was craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy. Started off by being doused in fake blood and robot semen at Gwar. They were great, but I was a little sad that they didn't have their brass guys with them. Fun was had by all ( Read more... )

wow. I managed to stay away from the computer for the better part of the month. My restraint should be commended. I've been really busy. Joyfully so. And I haven't felt much need to report about my life so much as I would rather go out and live it. But things have been relatively temperate, so I thought I'd share ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while because this fucking journal was turning into a eulogy for someone who doesn't deserve that kind of effort from me ( Read more... )

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"Well of course the most pernicious disease in all the world is stagnation. We all know that, yeah? I mean, that stuff will eat your whole life away if you let it. And a lot of people do. Think of it: you've got a job you can hardly stand ... but it pays the rent, so you keep it. you've fallen into a clique you're not completely in tune with ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?: became an aunt, saw my younger sister get married, got a lead role in a show, lost a fiance ( Read more... )

I hate myself right now. Everything I've been holding up inside has been threatening to explode. I think I made Tony hate me permanantly today. It will probably be better for everyone all around, especially since he's about to start a whole new chapter of his life with someone else. I also imagine it will be a relief for him to finally be free ( Read more... )