I know I say something like this almost every damn entry as of late, but I am SO fucking ready to feel better. I'm done feeling like this ( Read more... )

For once I'd like to be the pretty one. The one with the personality.

***No, I'm not fishing for compliments. I KNOW I'm not ugly. And I KNOW I've got a personality. It just got to me this night that no one pays attention to me sometimes.

I just got a new paper journal the other day, and I CAN'T WAIT to start writing in it!! I've been getting the urge to write (poems and otherwise) lately because I'm just so sick of feeling like I do. Maybe if I write, it'll settle down ( Read more... )

It started on Thursday ( Read more... )

Thanks for giving me something to do, bigjb1877!!

Have a look-see...

( Peektures )

Ive got 3 nicks underneath my watch. I did it at work on Thursday.

I'm glad Kris let me come hang out for a little while last night. Err... this morning. WHATEVER, I'm just glad he let me come sit. I would have come home and cut the hell out of my arm if he hadn't.

I just feel like shit!

God, I love my life! It really IS amazing...

New tattoos this afternoon at TWO PM!!

More stars!

This time on the fronts of my shoulders!

Whee!

Damn it, Nicole, I think you SHOULD HAVE CALLED OFF OF WORK! ;-)

It hurts. It hurts so much.

I sent him a text message earlier:

It said...

"I just want you to know that you've broken my heart."

I know there's probably nothing to be gained from this, but I just thought he should know.

I HATE HAVING A BROKEN HEART.

EDIT: The rest of that ton of bricks has hit me.

I didn't cry very much when it happened, but that was because I had seen it coming for a while. That doesn't mean it doesn't still feel like shit. However, I wasn't completely off guard, so that will probably make it easier. Who the fuck knows. Sometimes no matter how much you expect something to happen, prepare for it... it hits you like a ton ( Read more... )

Mike and I aren't together anymore.

Her name is Grad School.

I told him that I thought it was stupid.

Then I called him a dick.

It was a good last hug and kiss.

We might hang out sometime in the next few weeks.

Ending a relationship is one of the best diets ever.

Mine started this afternoon at about 1230p.