i am so fucking glad i skipped the graduation assembly. well, seeing foust and bethany may and brigette jacobson may have been okay...but fuck everyone else. cunts cunts cunts. when i did finally leave the haven that is mr. bishops room and venture out into the lobby, i found that everyone was crying-mountain view is officially nothing more than ( Read more... )

today i wore actual matching and slightly accessorized femminine apparel, got my hair cut into and actual style, listened to my radio in my car and did pilates/yoga. and now im writing about it in my live journal. i think besides the fact that i have a bleeding uterus and all that jazz, that today was the most female i have ever been in all ( Read more... )

i never quite realize the simple pleasure of drinking good coffee and listenning to music. i feel like a real student because im having to rush through like three major assignments in orer to pass on to the next grade. thats what i get for being a procrastinator and then getting pnuemonia. thank god mrs. clayborn likes me as well, since ive pretty ( Read more... )

everyone at school has been making such a big deal about the seniors graduating. i was only at school three periods before i left due to my illness but during those three periods, it was all about the seniors-most of whom are gone. half of the lame ass seniors wont even leave mountain view, if they do move they will probably come back, because ( Read more... )

i was in the hospital and no one cared at all. thanks guys. thank you though to the two people on here who actually love me enough to come and see me (minus my brother) even though one of you works the night shift and drives in with your mother and dont even have internet anymore and the other one of you is deathly afraid of hospitals. that was ( Read more... )

[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual ( Read more... )

today i only worked from 9:00 to 1:00, it was really weird. i came home and foun that my family had left. i dont know when they will be back. i got on msn and it was boring an all josh would do was make fun of me so i went to go get my shoes for prom. i went to stage and then maurices and goodys, back to stage and then back to goodys. my shoes look ( Read more... )

the show saturday was kind of lame. the only reason i ever go to any shows are to see people, and two of my favorite people were not there, and josh likes nadalee and ther girls he sees at school everyday more than me. which, i guess, is understandable (still jealous of those hotties getting for attention from MY friend that i traveld an hour to ( Read more... )

my birthhday is thursday. i turn seventeen, and still i have never done anything. i am hoping to change this saturday (the day of the show and mountain home going) please please please tell me you guys (josh, ian, justin, since you are the only people who look at my live journal) arent busy or somthing because i will be fucking crushed. sigh.

yesterday was regular, thus boring. that was until, 9:30, when i got off work and opened my stallion to find three boys yelling at me. i almost fell and i screaked "oh shit" and said it again like four times. at first i thought the three lads were nanzz, jeremiah and nim, and my first thought was "oh shit i have to take these assholes home" but ( Read more... )