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[mayonaka_ame]

I put so much in, and here it was taken right back out, raped, and thrown on the corner with out payment

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Seems like we've been here before

[alpha_faol]

Let me know if you need me to do anything.

[your_emo_friend]

Do you always speak in code? I only ever guess at what you're saying. But that's the thing, you're the only person that really makes me think anymore.

I hope things get better for you.

I wrote you a letter but still haven't sent it. I think I'll rewrite it because my last journal entry basically said everything I had written. I keep putting off everything due to the apathy winter gives me, otherwise I would've sent you something around Christmas time.

[mayonaka_ame]

thats okay, I probably wouldn't have gotten it due to all the location changes and lies(to the postal workers) about location changes.

So tired of feeling angry, hurt, and above all, ignored.

[renegadellf]

Your desperation confuses me. You do nothing but wail in sorrow over how much I hurt you constantly, ignoring everything I've done for you, the sacrifices i've made to make this work, the work i've done to compromise who I am to satisfy what you need in a companion. You have not complied, appreciated, or even acknowledged in any way, how I have been a joy in your life, how I have gone out of my way to accomodate you, all you have to say about me to those around you is negative, you can't tell me how you really feel about anything, you shut yourself off to me where it counts, and i'm just so tired of our late night shouting matches where the only things you have to say to me are derogatory and threatening in nature