Fool To Love An Idol: Illusion [Chapter 8]
Fool To Love An Idol: Illusion [Chapter 8]
Genre: Friendship, Romance, Angst
Rating: PG
Pairing: ChiiTaro, YutoChii
Summary: Chinen finally finds that he needs Ryutaro more than anything else in his life, he finds illusions haunting him more and more, but finally disappears when he thinks positively. Ryuataro on the other hand has gotten even more confused on why he knows so much about Chinen, a 'boy' to him now, for he had remembered more about him..
NOTE* [must read] : Ok. So I asked my parents if they can do all my enrollments files, for I am too lazy~ xD and somehow they agreed, I don't need to do a hiatus anymore *throws confetti* yosha! So I'll be posting chapter 9 tomorrow and then chapter 10 along with the epilogue on the next day, then after a nice 2 days rest, i'll be starting a new fic, hopefully Okajima or DaiRyu [My other fav OTP's XD] and I'll either do one of them as a one-shot and the other pair a chaptered fic :) Okay enough with the A/N's. Off to the fic!!
Intro--> Here
Chapter 1--> Here
Chapter 2-->Here
Chapter 3-->Here
Chapter 4--> Here
Chapter 5-->Here
Chapter 6--> Here
Chapter 7-->Here
Chinen got up from a nice sleep, he wasn't exactly aware on how he ended up sleeping on Ryutaro's bed, but he was fully aware that he had school in 30 mins, "Kuso! I overslept!!", Chinen cursed, rushing to brush his teeth, wash his face and put on his uniform. Running downstairs he accidentally fell, "I-ittai", "Need a hand?", 'such a familiar voice' Chinen thought when he looked up, he was so suprised to see Ryutaro offering a hand, but sadly when Chinen tried to grab his hand....It was just an illusion...
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Chinen got up placed his fallen books in his bag and started running to school, he tripped a few times but managed to stand up again, before he knew it he was already in school and just in time before they closed the gates, "Sumimasen!!", Chinen shouted, "Ah Chinen-kun? your late today, aren't you here usually by 6 am?", the guard asked, "Yeah..um I overslept", Chinen said, and wasted no more time so he ran to his classroom and once again made it just on time before the teacher reached the classroom, "Ohayo goseimas class, ah Chinen the principal want's to see you later after this class maybe?", the teacher said. Chinen gave a slightly confused look and nodded, "hai..sensei"
AFTER CLASS: PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE: AM 9:25
"Chinen Yuri, am I right? 16 years old", The principal said, Chinen just nodded in response, because he was afraid anything he'll say he'd get in trouble, "Now I have been hearing rumors about, You and a boy named Morimoto Ryutaro being in a certain relationship? not just a friendship..but...how can I put this..more than friends?", the principal said, 'How the hell does she know!?' Chinen thought to himself, "Ofcourse not ma'am, we are just close friend's we've been friends eversince kindergarten, no special relationship..well you can call it special but nothing past friendship", Chinen said, the principal got up and looked at Chinen in a very mysterious way, and said "You can leave..", without saying another word Chinen dashed out of the principals office and to his locker, he didn't know what he was doing, he took all the pictures of Ryutaro and him together and placed it in one small box, he glued the sides of the box so it won't open, and he placed the box in that one place he and Ryutaro hid when fangirls we're chasing them, he closed the cabinet and left without saying anything...to him he was burrying there love for each other...burrying it deep enough for no one to find out..
LUNCH TIME: NN12:00
Chinen sat up on the roof this lunch time, he didn't want to be surrounded by people today, but one boy found out just we're Chinen was, "Chii?", such a familiar voice Chinen thought, when you looked around he once again saw Ryutaro, carrying the same bento box as Chinen was carrying, "Ryu--...wait its just an illusion right?", Chinen asked, "No Chii...I'm really here...", he replied, "I..don't believe you...", Chinen said, rubbing his eyes, but it seems it did not work he could still see Ryutaro, and then suddenly he felt like something hard hit his head, "Get..out of my head...", Chinen said, hands went through his hair in frustration, "I can't seem to leave your mind Chinen....I can't leave you..", Ryutaro walked towards Chinen, while Chinen was taking steps back, "Are you scared of me Chii?", Ryutaro asked, "This is not you..I know its not...why can't you just leave my mind already!", Chinen shouted, he started to feel so weak...he was now on his knees, begging, "Just leave my mind already!!", Chinen said, he could already feel tears rolling down his cheeks, he couldn't control it, "I can't leave Chinen...I can't leave", the voice started to fade and when Chinen looked up he was no longer there, all he heard was footsteps from the staircase, he thought it was the janitor, but it was Yuto. He didn't say anything to Yuto instead he just kept crying, "Chinen?", Yuto said looking at Chinen on his knees, "Chii!!", He ran towards Chinen, embracing him with all his might, "W-why are you crying Chii!?", Yuto asked, "I...I...I s-s-saw R-R-Ryutaro...", Chinen said, burrying his face in Yuto's chest, still crying, "Chii....", Yuto said in a faint voice, "Yuto...gomen ne...I just...can't get Ryutaro out of my head....", Chinen said in between sobs, "...I understand...let's get him ne?", Yuto asked, Chinen looked at him confused, 'why would he want to help me get Ryutaro back...when he likes me?....' Chinen thought to himself, but he just nodded in reply..
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"I'll see you tomorrow ne Chinen-kun? I'll be waiting outside your house with a taxi at 8:00 am, Dont be lae ne? ja!", Yuto happily said, running the opposite direction, while Chinen took his time walking home. Although he was alone he didn't care, because he knew that tomorrow, he would be back in the care of Ryutaro, "Chii?", the familiar voice once again heared out of nowhere. First Chinen thought how come this illusion just came when he started to try and forget about Ryutaro? But now, "Arigato..find me ne? I'll be waiting", the illusion is leaving, Chinen understood now, and all he needed to do was go through a good night and hope the best for tomorrow...
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Dear Diary,
I have missed Ryutaro so much....I didn't know all the pain and suffering i've been through these past few days without him...would bring me back to loving him even MORE that how I loved him then. I need his warmth, I miss him too much...Eventhough I might see him tomorrow..will he even...remember me?...Wait! What are you thinking Chii!? Ofcourse he'll remember you...I've been trying to call him, email him, but it seems he's pretty busy now..Tomorrow i will be sure to get him back...no matter what...I'll definitely get him back!....Definitely...
~o~
Ryutaro just finished taking a nice long bath after rehersals today...He was still so puzzled about Chinen, puzzled that he can't think straight at all, even if he tries he just ends up thinking about Chinen again, he picked up his cellphone, "Why do I still have your pictures?" he asked himself. To him everytime he would try and delete even just one picture, he ends up pressing the cancel button. "I just can't let go of you can't I?", He asked himself, he felt the need to write, for it was the only way to relieve stress...
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Dear Diary,
Why can't I forget about this boy?...Chinen Yuri...isn't Yuri and girls name?....Why can't I forget him?...The name is somehow planted in my head, I can't think of anything...but just him...I know how he looks like....but how come I know his personality as well? It's not like ive been with him all my life!! What is happening to me?! I should've already forgotten about him!! Chinen....Yuri....Who...are you?....And why do I know so much about you?....and the real question is....why am I somehow....Inlove with you?
A/N: Please Comment! Sorry for it being short and sorry it was late~!
Genre: Friendship, Romance, Angst
Rating: PG
Pairing: ChiiTaro, YutoChii
Summary: Chinen finally finds that he needs Ryutaro more than anything else in his life, he finds illusions haunting him more and more, but finally disappears when he thinks positively. Ryuataro on the other hand has gotten even more confused on why he knows so much about Chinen, a 'boy' to him now, for he had remembered more about him..
NOTE* [must read] : Ok. So I asked my parents if they can do all my enrollments files, for I am too lazy~ xD and somehow they agreed, I don't need to do a hiatus anymore *throws confetti* yosha! So I'll be posting chapter 9 tomorrow and then chapter 10 along with the epilogue on the next day, then after a nice 2 days rest, i'll be starting a new fic, hopefully Okajima or DaiRyu [My other fav OTP's XD] and I'll either do one of them as a one-shot and the other pair a chaptered fic :) Okay enough with the A/N's. Off to the fic!!
Intro--> Here
Chapter 1--> Here
Chapter 2-->Here
Chapter 3-->Here
Chapter 4--> Here
Chapter 5-->Here
Chapter 6--> Here
Chapter 7-->Here
Chinen got up from a nice sleep, he wasn't exactly aware on how he ended up sleeping on Ryutaro's bed, but he was fully aware that he had school in 30 mins, "Kuso! I overslept!!", Chinen cursed, rushing to brush his teeth, wash his face and put on his uniform. Running downstairs he accidentally fell, "I-ittai", "Need a hand?", 'such a familiar voice' Chinen thought when he looked up, he was so suprised to see Ryutaro offering a hand, but sadly when Chinen tried to grab his hand....It was just an illusion...
~o~
Chinen got up placed his fallen books in his bag and started running to school, he tripped a few times but managed to stand up again, before he knew it he was already in school and just in time before they closed the gates, "Sumimasen!!", Chinen shouted, "Ah Chinen-kun? your late today, aren't you here usually by 6 am?", the guard asked, "Yeah..um I overslept", Chinen said, and wasted no more time so he ran to his classroom and once again made it just on time before the teacher reached the classroom, "Ohayo goseimas class, ah Chinen the principal want's to see you later after this class maybe?", the teacher said. Chinen gave a slightly confused look and nodded, "hai..sensei"
AFTER CLASS: PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE: AM 9:25
"Chinen Yuri, am I right? 16 years old", The principal said, Chinen just nodded in response, because he was afraid anything he'll say he'd get in trouble, "Now I have been hearing rumors about, You and a boy named Morimoto Ryutaro being in a certain relationship? not just a friendship..but...how can I put this..more than friends?", the principal said, 'How the hell does she know!?' Chinen thought to himself, "Ofcourse not ma'am, we are just close friend's we've been friends eversince kindergarten, no special relationship..well you can call it special but nothing past friendship", Chinen said, the principal got up and looked at Chinen in a very mysterious way, and said "You can leave..", without saying another word Chinen dashed out of the principals office and to his locker, he didn't know what he was doing, he took all the pictures of Ryutaro and him together and placed it in one small box, he glued the sides of the box so it won't open, and he placed the box in that one place he and Ryutaro hid when fangirls we're chasing them, he closed the cabinet and left without saying anything...to him he was burrying there love for each other...burrying it deep enough for no one to find out..
LUNCH TIME: NN12:00
Chinen sat up on the roof this lunch time, he didn't want to be surrounded by people today, but one boy found out just we're Chinen was, "Chii?", such a familiar voice Chinen thought, when you looked around he once again saw Ryutaro, carrying the same bento box as Chinen was carrying, "Ryu--...wait its just an illusion right?", Chinen asked, "No Chii...I'm really here...", he replied, "I..don't believe you...", Chinen said, rubbing his eyes, but it seems it did not work he could still see Ryutaro, and then suddenly he felt like something hard hit his head, "Get..out of my head...", Chinen said, hands went through his hair in frustration, "I can't seem to leave your mind Chinen....I can't leave you..", Ryutaro walked towards Chinen, while Chinen was taking steps back, "Are you scared of me Chii?", Ryutaro asked, "This is not you..I know its not...why can't you just leave my mind already!", Chinen shouted, he started to feel so weak...he was now on his knees, begging, "Just leave my mind already!!", Chinen said, he could already feel tears rolling down his cheeks, he couldn't control it, "I can't leave Chinen...I can't leave", the voice started to fade and when Chinen looked up he was no longer there, all he heard was footsteps from the staircase, he thought it was the janitor, but it was Yuto. He didn't say anything to Yuto instead he just kept crying, "Chinen?", Yuto said looking at Chinen on his knees, "Chii!!", He ran towards Chinen, embracing him with all his might, "W-why are you crying Chii!?", Yuto asked, "I...I...I s-s-saw R-R-Ryutaro...", Chinen said, burrying his face in Yuto's chest, still crying, "Chii....", Yuto said in a faint voice, "Yuto...gomen ne...I just...can't get Ryutaro out of my head....", Chinen said in between sobs, "...I understand...let's get him ne?", Yuto asked, Chinen looked at him confused, 'why would he want to help me get Ryutaro back...when he likes me?....' Chinen thought to himself, but he just nodded in reply..
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"I'll see you tomorrow ne Chinen-kun? I'll be waiting outside your house with a taxi at 8:00 am, Dont be lae ne? ja!", Yuto happily said, running the opposite direction, while Chinen took his time walking home. Although he was alone he didn't care, because he knew that tomorrow, he would be back in the care of Ryutaro, "Chii?", the familiar voice once again heared out of nowhere. First Chinen thought how come this illusion just came when he started to try and forget about Ryutaro? But now, "Arigato..find me ne? I'll be waiting", the illusion is leaving, Chinen understood now, and all he needed to do was go through a good night and hope the best for tomorrow...
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Dear Diary,
I have missed Ryutaro so much....I didn't know all the pain and suffering i've been through these past few days without him...would bring me back to loving him even MORE that how I loved him then. I need his warmth, I miss him too much...Eventhough I might see him tomorrow..will he even...remember me?...Wait! What are you thinking Chii!? Ofcourse he'll remember you...I've been trying to call him, email him, but it seems he's pretty busy now..Tomorrow i will be sure to get him back...no matter what...I'll definitely get him back!....Definitely...
~o~
Ryutaro just finished taking a nice long bath after rehersals today...He was still so puzzled about Chinen, puzzled that he can't think straight at all, even if he tries he just ends up thinking about Chinen again, he picked up his cellphone, "Why do I still have your pictures?" he asked himself. To him everytime he would try and delete even just one picture, he ends up pressing the cancel button. "I just can't let go of you can't I?", He asked himself, he felt the need to write, for it was the only way to relieve stress...
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Dear Diary,
Why can't I forget about this boy?...Chinen Yuri...isn't Yuri and girls name?....Why can't I forget him?...The name is somehow planted in my head, I can't think of anything...but just him...I know how he looks like....but how come I know his personality as well? It's not like ive been with him all my life!! What is happening to me?! I should've already forgotten about him!! Chinen....Yuri....Who...are you?....And why do I know so much about you?....and the real question is....why am I somehow....Inlove with you?
A/N: Please Comment! Sorry for it being short and sorry it was late~!