Pretty.
A perfect porcelin doll.
Cracks appear on a smooth check.
They are the flaws you examine
Picking at the picture of perfection
Microscopic misdemeanors laid bare

It is logic that killed love.
It is logic
that left this porcelin doll
dirty
aged
broken

and im doing that whole philosophical thing, well maybe not but definately reflective.

Alot has changed in the past year, Ive changed alot, whether that is for the better or not im uncertain. I could go into details but somehow i think if i wrote it all down here it would just end up me talking myself out of the way of thinking Ive gotten myself ( Read more... )

Having a very meh day....it sucks

Also realised I spend far too much time with couples!!  Where oh where are all the single people? More importantly where are all the nice single boys hiding, does Teesside have any left?

of being sick!!!

Got some antibiotics now like but i just want it to disapear :(

I have not had 1 minute spare to update this thing lately its quite ridiculous, although i will admit i technically dont have time for an update now i should be working through the massive to do list i created on friday (really its an A4 page long, with 1 point being science set text 7 chapters - its ridiculous!) but for some reason I had the urge ( Read more... )

Just as I finished sending out a mass text message my phone decides to break on me and now has nothing but a white flashing screen when i try to turn it on

I have acquired an old one to use for the time being but ive lost everyones number :(

Needs them back, I feel cut off guys!

xx

Please give me some motivation ( Read more... )

Im in my new house :)

why did no one tell me moving was so tiring

and i forgot the teabags :( doh!

Ooh time flies when you have no time to sleep. I have no idea where the last 3 weeks have gone, alot of it has been drunk i know that much. People have been re-educating me in how to have fun ladened with extra shenanigans, which have resulted in more than a few silly drunkern photos. Loving it! Really helped keeping my mind busy which Im thankful ( Read more... )

Desprately trying to rebuild a social life after letting it deteriorate for quite a while. Its hard work to try and keep up with everyone and fit with everyones schedule but Ill give it a go if it kills me. Managed to squeeze in pics with Rach friday with a couple of lads she knows from Uni, I think thats one of the main things I miss about going ( Read more... )