i'm scared. i cant sleep. 

i hate you. 

ehh...i think i'm changing my major back to biochemistry...i just realized today that in order to take biol 395, i have to have an adviser in the department of biology. that sucks. i guess i will have to suck it up and take phys 117, p chem and biochem. so, i wrote down all the classes i will have to take, i dont like it. not one bit. i have to ( Read more... )

this is the first night that i've stayed up past 10:00 since i've been home for the summer. summer has passed by pretty fast. i'm uber stressed about the mcat, and its making me into a very unhappy person. i've been so hateful. i have all these beautiful visions of the future if i do well on the mcat...but a second later, only to realize that those ( Read more... )

i had a nightmare last night. i dreamed that i took the mcat without studying. and i failed. i think i'm going to fail regardless if i study or not. t

i absolutely love being at home. if i had the choice, i'd totally not go back to school. i love the way my room smells when the window is open in the morning. i love to look out my window in front of my desk and see the lake, the birds, and the grass. i love how i dont have to get dressed in the morning and stay in my pjs all day long.

i wanna go ( Read more... )

yep, i was right. he didn't grade our crap.

and now i'm going to study for music. and physics.

i think my ling professor lied. he didnt use blackboard to calculate his grades. i dont think he calculated our grades at all. 

i cant go back to my room. i cant. 

omg, how is this possible? my ling grades are STILL not up...and they are due tomorrow to the registrar. i wonder if he even graded our crap.