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I don't feel normal today. Not that I feel normal ever or really know what that entails, I just mean normal for me. The deal is, over the past few days I blew through two thousand dollars on toys, top-shelf drinks, exquisite food, drugs, and clothes. As empowering as it all was at the time, I feel sort of guilty and abandoned. Maybe I just need to ( Read more... ) -
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today is so happenin. its the kind of day that makes me want to spantaneously burst into song! -
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I have the work ethic of a heroin junky. On Friday I decided not to go into work. I mean, my alarm went off and everything but I just shut it off and went back to sleep. No call. Nothing. Then when I came in yesterday nobody said anything. In fact, my boss stopped me in the hall and thanked me for the work I did on a display board design ( Read more... ) -
the dream
I wonder how morbid it is to think about death because I think about it all the time. I wasn't raised with any sort of spirituality since my parents are hardcore atheists..
I remember when I was little I asked them if I was going to go to heaven.
My dad replied "When you're dead you're worm food, nothing happens! All those people out there that ( Read more... ) -
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Suddenly my ear popped and I got my hearing back! It's great to experience the world in surround sound again after being deaf in one ear for like a week and a half ( Read more... ) -
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I just got back from hanging with my parents.. we were having some cocktails at Wyatts. It was good to see them, we haven't talked in awhile and honestly I had a blast with them. I wanted to stay longer. It's so crazy how things change... I mean not even 4 years ago I wouldn't want to hang unless I had to, but now I actually enjoy their company. It ( Read more... ) -
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Something terrible has happened.. Last night the son of one of my friends collapsed while playing a high school basketball game. At 16 he suffered heart failure and now he's dead. This is so messed up.
There is no God.
