In, Nova Scotia...arrived here on Saturday 1am there time 10pm our time. Rough jet lag but probably caught up on my sleeping. When I look at my watch I am going to bed at 6pm till 6am...sorry to my beau who only gets minimal sleep. While I am away I am getting lots of it! Im kinda bored here so far have my own computer in my room and while my ( Read more... )

I suddenly remember what things were like before...what its like to be lonely, what its like to eat alone and walk with my head down staring at the flecks of dirt. I remember what its like to feel so intensely afraid because of the absence of love. I think of how I once was so intensely close with Jesus, my heart was on fire for him. Now there is ( Read more... )

midterms..and fun stuff like that stressing me out. My boy toy is on his holidays, yet he is taking off to go home for a week or so. More time for me to study I guess. Im starting to wonder if anyone actually reads my LJ anymore..im pretty sure I havent seen that many comments from people ( Read more... )

Finally have a Sunday off for once in my life...didnt get up to much other that sitting with a travel agent. Booked a flight for Febuary..being spring break. To Jersey, Channel Islands which is in the UK, actually pretty close to France. New baby yay! My sister lives there and she will have a baby around then. We are going to check out France and ( Read more... )

well apparently jealousy is something that exists in relationships..whether I really questioned it existing in mine..no probably wouldnt have. I have always made friends better with boys than girls and people that I have become friends with after dating my boyfriend are apparently a no-no. Mostly there is jealousy, as to why I am friends with these ( Read more... )

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went to whistler yesterday pretty sweet. Pushed myself alot harder mountain biking that last time..mostly I wasnt scared and was more familiar from riding those trails last time I was there...been sick on and off, was puking before but I think my stomach is finally healing itself. It must have to do with the fact of hardly eating at my house..or ( Read more... )

I love this boy...

"Hi my name is Patrick and I am addicted to Crystalmeth"

I have only ever been called that seldom by people

so in reply..

"im on the PAT-CH"

haha get it

hopefully my car starts this morning for work..it has been sitting at my boyfriends house for the last few days. I think last night he grew sick of me, yet quickly had to apolize as he was only tired. Working today..growing tired of consuming alcohol, which I stopped doing for a while..I think im ready to stop again. Hmm..loving school and all my ( Read more... )

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