I am a dumbass. I hate myself.

so much to write about. not really though cause i cant remember anything ive done in the past week. its all kinda blurred. i remember sunday night though. yea. it really sucked. i learned lots though. like that. just about everyone i know likes my little sister more than me. me and keith discussed my lack of good qualities and i explained that i ( Read more... )

today i learned that family outings suck. i dont think i will ever go on another one again. to give you some idea. i woke up to my brothers bitching at each other. screaming at the top of their lungs. when days start like this you know they are going to be bad. so i drag my lazy ass out of bed and make myself pretty. i failed. but the rest of the ( Read more... )

its been a week since ive updated. so ill write something even though i dont really have anything to say. austins party was cool. our present was the best and we had a good time making it. sunday was ok. lost at poker. hung out with ross and keith. slept. monday. valentines day sucks. im not a fan. but at least we didnt have school so i didnt have ( Read more... )

i updated the other day. so ill just pick up from where i left off. went to erics house. had a good time playing poker. well. kind of. the main game sucked. im talking big trucker balls. but when me jeff colby liam and that other dude were playing and keeping tabs was awesome. plus i came up 2 bucks. which comes out to 3 down after the main game. ( Read more... )

been awhile since ive updated. ill take it from friday. girl stuff can be fun i learned. it really wasnt that bad. the boobs were fun. i got tired of keeping my legs crossed though. so i just gave that up. i was happy when i got to be a guy again. saturday i didnt do much. hung with keith. sat around. dale showed up. went back to keiths. today not ( Read more... )

only 2 days in the week and already im thinking its time to quit. this schedule really sucks. theres no reliefe. nothing has really changed. except i have no one in my ceramics class now. it has become another stagetech. only without hardy. and without a couch. mostly i just sit and listen to my tunes while staring at the clock. today was not bad ( Read more... )

its been awhile since i wrote anything. so ill try. first week of the new semester sucked. i got the rest of the semester to look forward to though ( Read more... )

Beach trip today was pretty nice. I cant remember the last time I had as good a time. Its been awhile. Just one of those days for me where things seem great from the moment you wake up and nothing can change that. A "day 1" if you had Cooke you know what i mean. It can seem to me that Im rather manic depressive at times. Maybe thats normal. Most ( Read more... )

last few days have not been anything special. today was the start of finals. it was my easier of the two days. tomorrow shouldnt be that bad either though. so im not worried. anyways there are a few beach trips planned for the next two weekends. first ones of the year. cant wait. it might be a little cold. but i dont think that will stop us from ( Read more... )