As I count my sheep,
I lay down to sleep,
If I die before I wake,
Tell my friends this note was blank,
As I couldnt stand to see them weep,
My life has been undone,
I sure as hell havn't won,
Some people say it's just begun,
My life has been broken and
Can't be fixed, I feel like I won't be missed,
I feel like i'm thrown in the mix,
I can't get out,
This isn't much fun,
Sometimes I want only to run,
To get away from everyday problems,
I think this is the only way to solve em',
To take these pills with whiskey sour,
I should be dead with in the hour,
If you think this is fake,
You will be wrong when I don't wake,
Here I take my last deep breathe and close my eyes,
For one last rest,
In the morning,
I will not rise,
Because I will be above the skies.
-Joe C