okay, wanted/needed a break so I'm posting on this ( Read more... )

NOTE: I got rid of most of the entries that had to do with me. Mostly because I think the time we spent together was unhealthy and neither of us could have gotten out of it with a good slate of mental health.

but this entry meant alot to both of us and it's one of your poems. I can't abide destroying art even if it is really, really ridiculous.
----- ( Read more... )

You twist me.
My emotions are clothes in the wind of your presence.
I know you don't try,
but you do it anyway.
To want without possibility of attaining,
that is all I have.
Any chance to see,
I must take.
For it brightens my day,
and lightens my burden.

I know a little about how she felt...the geisha...

I went and talked to my ex-Denielle today b/c I saw she was working tonight. It was nice to talk to her. I realized something when I was talking to her, I'm over her. We're still friends, but I'm not upset about us not being together or anything. I'm happy without her, and I think even if she dumped her boyfriend, and came crawling back to me ( Read more... )

so I talked to one of lisa friends and was told in a round-about way that I really don't have a chance. well, not really that, because that sounds mean, but more or less, nothing will happen. But I'm happy with being friends and going to the movies every monday ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinking about her.... is it good or bad? I know I want to go out with her, and I'd like to really get to know her, but I'm afraid of rejection, and i have no clue / very few clues as to how she feels about me. I knkow she enjoys my company, at least a bit. we laugh and have a good time every monday when we go to the movies. but ( Read more... )

I had a great night with rach. went to yesterdog and saw elizabethtown (good) and I learned some interesting things. it was a good night ( Read more... )

Nov 2nd ( Read more... )

if only I could help her ( Read more... )

I love music ( Read more... )