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Title: I miss you James
Summary: Severus Snape still misses his ex-lover dearly.
Pairing: James/Severus
Rating: PG
I Miss You James
I still remember the feel of your hands…so soft…so experienced. You used to make me feel, something that I could never do, especially after my father was beating me. You would smile and I would feel my heart stop. Your smile was always so beautiful…always, your son smiles so much like you. Your laugh…I cannot forget your laugh…it was full of love, excitement and freedom. And how could I forget your eyes, the colour of chocolate. When we made love, your eyes were full of lust and love. I loved them. I remember when you used to whisper to me…whispered that you loved me…whispered that you cared for me…whispered that you would always be with me. You lied James…you lied to me. You never stayed with me. All because of something I was forced to do. I still remember your face when you saw the dark mark on my arm…you looked at me like I was some wannabe death eater. I didn’t want to be one James, my father forced me. Everyday when I see you at school, you were with “her”, you were with Lily. I hate her, she doesn’t need you like I do! She doesn’t James…she doesn’t. James, when they killed you, I felt part of me die with you. I was devastated, I loved you, don’t you see! God! I couldn’t take it any longer. I became a spy! For you! You selfish bastard! No matter how much I tell myself to forget you, to hate you, I can’t! I love you! I risked my life for you! I protected “your’s” and “her” son for you, what else do you want me to do to prove to you I didn’t want to become a Voldermort ass licker. I love you!
I miss you James!
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