well i take in all the comments that are left by ya'll and i appreciate every one. truth is i did my best and he couldn't compromise even when i gave alot. truthfully that isn't right, most girls wouldn't did what i did for him. and he just punked out when it was time for him to really stand by my side. i wish that he would mature and figure out ( Read more... )

well my dog is sick. took her to the vet- thought she wouldn't make it. but she will be fine. she cought a viral infection and alot of damage could have been done. i am just glad that i won't lose her. to haev my relationship end and my dog die, would not have made me a very happy person. i don't know what i would have done. sometime i would have ( Read more... )

well right now i don't feel super great. kayla is sick and i really just want to go home. but at i do have many things to be greatful of. i really wish that kayla felt better. i just can't wait until i have this 3 day weekend to just relax and clear my head.

well today my head hurts, but i am ok. i am gonna go to lunch soon. that should make me feel better. sometimes i wish that i could just fast foward in life. that i could see what would happen. i just really miss the way my life used to be. now things are so complicated and it's foolish. i guess this is "bad time" but i know that good moments are ( Read more... )

well my days have been going better, i have been trying to keep myself busy and just trying to move on. it can be hard to have someone in your life and then BAM it's done. i am just trying to make the best out of the situation. well the teen club is going well. we had our first bake sale and really earned lot of money. maybe we will have one every ( Read more... )

on friday i received a call from a certain someone and well it was difficult to have him say that i miss you. but all in the same breath not feel bad nor want to make things better. i tried to return his phone call yesterday and well he has not returned it. a part of me is worried as i used to be and another knows that he is fine, just that he ( Read more... )

Well this is the last entry I think that I will write about Vicente, because I don’t have it in me to write or say anything else. Of all the things in my life is the last thing that I expected that someone you loved would just run out on you when you talk about commitment. I thought that was the dream, to commit when you find someone you love. But ( Read more... )

oh you may want to sit down and well i have bad news. well vince and i are not longer together and well it wasn't my decision and as i write this i cannot help but feel sad. and wonder how someone can cop out of a relationship when you really were in love. that i would have moved the world for him without a second thought and he decided that ( Read more... )

well today was a little better than yesterday. i am almost finished my protecting children program so i can advise the teen club. and of course vince is gone, but i have alum weekend to look forward to. and we did get into a fight actually the day he got here lol. but we ended on great terms and i can' wait until he comes home for good. well my ( Read more... )

well today is my last day of work and i am so happy and yet i find myself sad as well. i guess i will miss some and i do mean some of my co-workers. i also wish that i could have spent my morning sleeping instead of working. havin one day off sucks, although i am lucky to have that. my desk is pretty much cleared out except a pair of boots that i ( Read more... )