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Tried to play some songs that change my point of view, but every song still reminds me of you..
Why are most of my friends away right now? Grrr, this is like the time I really need somebody around... Bin is in Iceland, Jason's in Australia, Brian's in Holland, geez ( Read more... ) -
Pleure, et je comprendrai...
Okay so today wasn't good at all. And I actually started off in a (kinda) good mood. This morning I was okay. And then the trains were all cancelled due to overrunning engineering works, so I had to drive to Basildon, and take the Fenchurch St train. Grr. Luckily still made it to the office by 8.55, so I was on time, that's a good start ( Read more... ) -
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I guess I'm not so great at the trying to be strong thing. Well actually hopefully that's just today. Tomorrow I have to start my new job and put on my happy face and pretend that actually inside I'm not empty. Today has actually been kind of a busy day. Only slept like one and a half hours last night, then went to the airport this morning for one ( Read more... ) -
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So it's been a REALLY long time since I last updated... I guess there's lots of news and isn't at the same time, woop woop ( Read more... ) -
Between each hour of the passing days, I would stay with you...
This is such a weird weekend. I've actually had a really great weekend but now I feel a bit low... Trying to pretend I don't know the reason, but I obviously do ( Read more... ) -
Comme tous les soirs, je pense a toi....
I haven't always been a great friend.. Lately I got much, much, much better, but at times I get kind of distracted with other things, I try not to but I guess everyone does. Some of my friends I hardly ever see, but I think they all know that if they have a problem they could call me and I would listen, or go see them, whatever ( Read more... ) -
Don't wanna care more than you do, don't wanna be the one who's out in the rain..
Thanks for your help last night #1 fag-hag!!! I needed that!!!! Crisis (sort-of) averted. Thank God... How come men are just like buses? You have none, then you have 3 at once? It's annoying and frustrating ( Read more... ) -
After Tonight
I look at you looking at me ( Read more... ) -
All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you...
Last night I went for dinner with some friends and this guy (ex) called me.. it's funny the things he said. It's funny, he said I led him on before, when actually I feel that he led me on. It's weird how when something ends, two people have really different views ( Read more... ) -
I don't know, this could break my heart or save me....
Do you ever feel like life stops and starts? Hmm lately that's how I've been feeling. The last 6 months, so much has happened, I've changed and grown up so much, and now I find myself kind of missing what I had before. No, not Alex, I'm talking about my life before that. I miss my friends. I miss who I was. I guess for 6 months now I've tried ( Read more... )