i don't really know what to say and there is no real point to this post... all i am doing is wasting a bit of my and our time. For me in the writing... for you in the reading.
oy. i have a headache.
see ya

And to have loved and lost is better then never have loved at all. But is it as good when you can not have that which you love no matter how much you want it. And neither of you want to be apart but you know that you can't be together ( Read more... )

how interesting that as soon as i lose the trust of someone i care about i faint for the first time in my life.

and now i realize the depths that i have truly dropped to. And i can't believe what i see.
I have betrayed someone's trust.
I'm not sure if i can forgive myself for this.
and i'm not even sure if i want to. Is this even worth forgiveness? I don't think so.

Wow that scared me. At dance i fell down not of my own accord. I lost the ability to see smell hear and feel... and the ability to use my limbs.
I am really scared.

Time is flowing again. Wait... it never stopped ( Read more... )

Well for the past week or so i have been getting up at a very early hour, no matter what time i go to sleep, and feeling really really awake. So i think instead of going back to bed and getting more sleep, in which case waking up feeling groggy i will just stay awake and do a work out routine. That way i'll get into something on a regular basis and ( Read more... )

There is no SCA group in cape breton... hmm...

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I fogot it at dec's... >_< damn it! I won't be getting it bak until tomorow.

but i'm happy. 'cause i'm friends with matt and in 3 years i get to go to cape breton and learn CELTIC STUDIES!!!!! yes! I am sooooooo happy!