if you dont feel bad about the breakup and your not suprised at it, then you must have known for ages you didn't want to be with me, you should have told me age ago because i was suprised. It should have been you to say you were moving out, i shouldn't have had to say what you wanted to hear. I do want to see you, thats the hard part, i still want to be with you and it hurts me to see how happy you are without me and how much you mustn't have loved me. So you go on with life and i will continue to not eat, not sleep (even when taking medication from the doctor) and have continuous headaches and basically not cope without you.
this is the last thing i wanted lee. If i had it my way we would still be together. I just want you to tell the story the way it is, its you that wanted to leave, i wanted you to stay. Stop telling it the wrong way.
The only thing I can really say Jess is your pretty much on your own with the coping thing. Friends and Family can help but in the end your own mental strength will pull you through. Im still coping, but my situation is different because I know Bec still loves me, but she needed to be somewhere different in her life.
With Lee knowing exactly how it feels, it will stop the recurring I want to come back, no i dont, yes I do cycle that can go on forever, and will give your more mental space to move on earlier. Id love to say it gets easier but it dont, it just gets different i guess :)
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I do want to see you, thats the hard part, i still want to be with you and it hurts me to see how happy you are without me and how much you mustn't have loved me.
So you go on with life and i will continue to not eat, not sleep (even when taking medication from the doctor) and have continuous headaches and basically not cope without you.
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I didn't know a thing. That's exactly what I told you, I didn't know what I wanted to do and that wasn't good enough for you.
But this isn't the place to air all our issues. If you want to vent, call me.
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With Lee knowing exactly how it feels, it will stop the recurring I want to come back, no i dont, yes I do cycle that can go on forever, and will give your more mental space to move on earlier. Id love to say it gets easier but it dont, it just gets different i guess :)
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