ambiguity

[mcgills]

why is my life a self-fulfilling prophecy? is it because i willed it? anyway, i fucked up, and i can't bring myself to right it, because who knows if i deserve to? things can't be on my terms anymore. so selfish. maybe things will work themselves out, if the prophecy thing works. i've never felt so confused about anything in my life.

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[rjw3rd]

Not too long ago I was feeling really down. I kept fucking up and all I could think was, "I'm just a fucking loser". Everyone's advice made sense but I still felt like I wasn't gonna change...

The funny thing is, once I really started to give it a chance and believe it, I did change! I still see the benefits of this thinking since everything I put my mind to turns out to work in my favor.

I was really just lying to myself. And since I create my reality, I created a world were I wasn't worth anything, and where I was a fuck up and didn't do things the way they should be.

So, you know. You can do it! You can change! I believe in you!

Great success!