Funnelhead has opened wide ( Read more... )

new time of knowledge
it comes in waves
all the things i didn't even think about before
integrate into my brain

i need to find a place where a can let out a really good long scream

i need to go the fuck somewhere else

my brain is so mean to me sometimes. i am too afraid of a potentially good thing cause i can't stop thinking about how badly it can go. i'm trying to be myself but i am really becoming self-conscious. i seriously feel like i need to hide out until i can get everything in order, but i know you shouldn't do that sort of thing. it's kind of being ( Read more... )

feels like doo

So distracted all the time. My dad and I were eating dinner and he says, "Did I ever tell you about the time I almost went down over Puerto Rico in a C-plane?" And I'm thinking, "Holy shit! Whaat?" Next thing I know, story's over, and I completely missed the entire thing despite looking at his face the whole time from four feet away. That was about ( Read more... )

I need to start remembering that hormones affect even myself. It's better than thinking I'm actually going nuts.

i think i'll start worrying about a person when i've determined that they don't want to play mind games. new rule.

sometimes when i'm feeling funk-like, i forget that it's always a probable occurrence and that it's totally fine to not feel my best. i mean, i've got seratonin out of the ass, and i know how to look at the good side of things. i haven't done anything unbelievably stupid or regretful in my life, i don't have any skeletons, and i've never ( Read more... )