So this whole "break" things is really confusing. You say that you want to be my boyfriend and then you put us on a break that very same night. It's not fair to me. Ive put up with so much crap from you but I still hold on. Most girls would have given up a long time ago. You told me you didnt want me to give up on you and im not going to. I cant be ( Read more... )

Im done being naive, Im going to quit thinking I have friends becuase apparently I dont and "no one likes you Shana, the sooner you realize that the better you'll be."

Ouch thats kinna stings

Hmm so its been a while...So much has gone on since I last updated ( Read more... )

What?! Shana Is updating her livejournal??? Since when does that happen? Indeed I am, The last few weeks have been incredibly stressful. Things with Kevin were kinna rocky for a bit but now we are fine, minus the fact that he hydroplaned on Friday and I nearly had a heartattack when he called Me and told me and then last night I got rear-ended ( Read more... )

Jeeze it doesnt seem like two months! I realized last night that i can totally be myself with him and that we dont have to anythink really major to be happy together. We just watched the VMA's and camp videios and were completely content with each other. Its a really really good feeling Im not gonna lie.

I dont Know how many of you care but Ryles and the cavavliers won there 7th DCI Championship last night!

So yesterday we went shopping (Kevin and I) with my aunt Retta and Uncle kenneth and cousins. Needless to say it was HILARIOUS! I thought i was gonna need a paper bag i was laughing so hard. My uncle is crazy but it was a blast none the less.

As my subject line says It has indeed been a while since i have updated. So much has been going on. Between Band, Kevin, back to school stuff, breaking two toes.lol. and then normal girly stress my days have been slightly full, but not bad which is a plus ( Read more... )

So band hasnt been all that bad I have actually somewhat enjoyed it. Although I know it will get harder and I will get sore but it will all be worth it. Last night when the seniors were in the front I realized we didnt have as many, I know we are missing ryles, pit, drumline, and Guard. But I thought we had more. As far as the ballet goes, its not ( Read more... )

So today is the first day of pre-camp. I want to meet the rest of my section and hopefully they are all really cool guys(asuming that Bethlyn and I are the only females)Other than the upperclassmen I only Know of John Wood that is marching baritone. Im really excited and then again im not. I would just like my summer to be a little longer, cause ( Read more... )