Wow. Last night...I don't even know. My head is spinning, I'm so confused and alot of bad memories came back. Ok, Nick and Caity ended up getting in a huge fight last night. I was kinda the middle person for a while. Then I got Nick to go back over to Caity's place and work things out. Which they did. They are a very happy couple again. So that is ( Read more... )

Well last night was fun. Nick, Caity, and I meet up with Aaron and Scott at Aaron's place. We were going to see a movie. But for some reason Aaron wanted to stop and drink before we went...ok I did too but anyway. We were already running late but we stopped at Max and Ermer's and, I don't know, we all got some strawberry crushed ice fruity thing at ( Read more... )

So yesterday was loads of fun. Jeremy drove over here to see Bobby and I. Then the three of us and also Caity and Nick went out to eat at Max and Ermer's. It was really good. I had never eaten there before. Um, then we all went to Meijer and we bought some games and yeah I spent so much money on alcohol! Way more than I should have but hey I'm set ( Read more... )

Well, I have never seen any differences about the north and south that have bothered me....until today. I was driving home today from work and I was going down down Mt. Hope and I saw a funeral procession coming towards me. So I did what any southern would do; pull over on the side of the road and wait till it pasted...then I noticed that no one ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm very jealous of my mom and sister...but first, funny story! Ok I went to Ann Arbor last night and Dan and I went out to eat. (By the way it was loads of fun) Well the waitress started talking to me saying that I "looked like her ex boyfriend when she was 15. He was a wife beater. Well of course he didn't have a wife but you know what I ( Read more... )

Livid! I am absolutely LIVID right now. Caity and I say fahrenheit 9/11 tonight. You know I really didn't think that it was possible for me to hate bush anymore than I already did, well it happened. I just really can't imagine spending another four years with him. Our nation would just be hell if that happened. HE IS AN EVIL MAN! The movie was ( Read more... )

Well I went to the doctor yesterday. Caity came with me. I love you Caity. I went to this counselor lady who did like an evaluation or something. We talked to her for a while. She took notes and everything. After we were done she said that she was going to give her notes to some board or something and they would assign me a therapist and decided if ( Read more... )

Well, I'm giving in and going to the doctor to see about depression today at 2:00pm. I have had like four people tell me to go to the doctor, but it was saturday night that scared me so I want to go. I got back from the club and I just started bawling for like an hour. What scared me is that I don't cry. It takes a whole whole lot to make me cry so ( Read more... )

Well, I've decided that I'm actually going to put in a happy entry...even I'm not happy. I seriously think I'm going to go to the doctor...anyway that's not what this is about. Today was fun. Caity, Julie, and I drove down to Jackson to spend the day with Nick. We all went out on his lake and went swimming and everything. It was so cold and windy ( Read more... )

GOD I'M A BIG IDIOT AND A HUGE JACK ASS! I feel like I've just been a huge jack ass to someone who has been nothing but great to me the last few weeks. I don't know what my fucking problem is. I'm just a freak, there is something seriously wrong with me. I think I'm bipolar or something. I'm tired of this shit I don't want to do it anymore, I don't ( Read more... )