To preface, I worked ~90 hours in 13 or so days last July to help my dad organize stuff. That doesn't really count as a real job. Especially since I still haven't been paid for that.
His VP of Sales asked me to take on the "Lead Generation" position - that is, generating positive leads for the New Business Sales team. I officially started that today, which was mostly paperwork, reading, and talking to a few people.
Why did I want a real job again? hahaha. I ask that jokingly, I promise!! It's amazing, though. It takes ~10 hours to get an 8-hour work day in. And, that's if you cut some of the commute time.
I paused and asked, "Is this what God wants me to be doing?" I don't think that's a question I've seriously asked. I spoke with my friend Rob about that. Prayer will ensue for this! In the meantime, I'll keep going and learning!
Isn't it funny how you unintentionally bring up the same person over and over?
Above all of this, there's mostly a peace about things. I don't think where and how I am right now is where I'm going to be in a year, and I like that feeling. There are things that irk me about myself, things I want to improve on, and people I need to do a better job of talking to and serving. But, there's joy in seeking God, and that calmness/stillness/peace is how I can smile so well.