why dont u kill me now??

[mcmcstheway2b]

i went back. im so sorry to those of whom i promised i wouldnt, but i dont really know what happened. its controlled, if you want to call it that. its not my life tho. my life is working, saving money, school, and trying to keep a relationship stable and happy. i only do it when its free...and its no big deal, really. the only thing i ask is that i

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[im_an_ashhole]

not going to lecture, or try to be a second mother, but i'm disappointed. i thought you could do it.

if you think it can be a controlled habit this time around, then good for you. but if not, at least try to recognize it early enough to get out.

call me if you want to talk or something

[thelyssa]

i hope all is well.