I have things figured out. I know this. I have had to lie a bit to make things okay with school but its okay. I just have to figure out how to have the documentation I promised in order not to get kicked out of classes. The laundry is almost done. I didnt go to church with my Mom today, and I feel sort of guilty. I am listening to random songs and ( Read more... )

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Patsy cline, what a way to start off a CD. Damn it even after everything happened it still feels like a movie, or a bad friends episode...A "break" well those words sort of broke my heart ( Read more... )

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leave me out with the waste this is not what i do ( Read more... )

I think I have life figured out. I meet a man, and he is great...and gay of course. I feel like he could teach me the world. AS far as Hayley well things couldn't really get better but they always do. I am done with Jess...I am sure that she will realize what she is throwing away one day but until then who gives a fuck. Wanda Sykes makes me crazy. ( Read more... )

I am crazy. All I want to do is clean and kiss her. both seem to be a waste of my time because whatever I clean will indeed get dirty again. And each time I guess her it seems to drive her farther away from herself. I am more in love than I ever thought an individual could be. Honestly to lose her would completely shatter my very being. Its hard ( Read more... )

listening to songs that won't cheer me up. and sitting here smoking in my room, the thing I complain to my roomates about so much I have realized that I am in love and everyone knows. This frightens me in the worst way because now so many people are going to try and tak it away from me. By hurting her, they hurt me. I wish that I could take away ( Read more... )

Fuck. Thats what needs to be said. I can depress myself, I have that ability. Sometimes I question my sanity. Little things are driving me crazy today. Caring shouldn't occur in my life. Honestly I should be writting a fucking essay about classification right now but I just can't seem to get an idea. I am biting my nails in the quick hoping that my ( Read more... )

you know that one thing that you have all these unexpressed feelings towards? yeah maybe a person. which is true in this case. well it eventually goes away or the greatest thing ever happens and they tell you that the feel the same way, before you say anything. The first I love you that has ever left me speechless. It changed me. I am in something ( Read more... )