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God IS so good!

I want to go to this college but its far to expensive it makes me sad.. Oh well I'm really sick. I've thrown up alot but my stomach hurts so bad. I can't sit up without cryiung. I don't know what it is. Its a sharp pain whatever it is. Anyhow maybe its just nerves or something I don't know..

I love you

So today I was in a really good mood. I like to be in a good mood. Even if it is just pretend and everyone thinks your crazy cause your sitting in the corner with a weird smile and won't talk to anyone other then to show them the way cool flashlight you have.

Today I stayed home..Today I feel better..Today was a good escape! I glad I was sick today. I know it sounds crazy but I feel so much better. All though theres still alot bothering. Theres nothing more I can do I can't fix it anymore. The end

So I don't feel good at all. I guess I should listen to Emilio more. I hated me today I was snapy and cranky with the people I care about most. I'm really sorry about that. Its just I feel so gross. Anyway today was a pretty icky day. But I think thats just cause of the way I felt. I can't help but want to take a day off. A day to myself. Where no ( Read more... )

I know you can hear me but I'm not sure your listening I hear what your saying but still theres something missing

happy

confused

wanting to talk

don't know how

the end

This is my day...this is my mind....this is my life...this is my time..my time to be free..my time to be seen..its my turn to be happy..you can't change me..I'm sorry I'm not full of sorrow..I'm sorry I'm full of glee..I'm sorry that I have no problems..I'm sorry you can't help me..why can't you see friends are there through thick and THIN..Friends ( Read more... )

So I got lost in the woods yesterday with Emilio and Dominion..I wasn't to upset about that (it was my fault)But I was sick like I couldn't breathe but I refused to stop and when I looked in the mirrior(after we found civilization**) my lips were like purple/blue a little scarey. Then I took these pills and they made me see things and I started ( Read more... )

So last night I was "drunk". It was great. I think I scared Anna just a little though. It's all good. So today we're doing something with those people, you know the ones. Since its a rainy outside. But who knows what we'll do. Ok bye

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