I have a new theme song...
A is for angry, which is what you are at me
A is for adult, which is what I'll never be
A is for applesauce, my favorite meal
A is for Adam, which is how I sometimes feel;
Like I'm the only man on Earth, and I've forgotten what that's worth
A is for Arthur, he's a lovable drunk
A M & Azing, like Thelonius Monk
A is for argument, A is for apparent
A is for antagonism that's not even there and
it's just you begging for attention or something I won't even mention
[Chorus:]
And I don't even know why you keep on trying
Like I don't even know why I keep on lying
There are millions of people in worlds of their own
And two of them can't let go
A is for algebra, I learned it in school
A is what Fonzie said, 'cause he was very cool
A is for adversary, A is for affection
A is arousal, you are giving me an erection
C'mon I'm trying to show affection for longer than a half an hour
[Chorus]
I met a woman I used to know
Long before you, long ago
All I could say, after hello
Was "are you still single?"
A is for attitude I can't help but wield
A is for arrogance; emotional shield
A is for acting, A is for abhorrently
A is for asshole, which is what I am, how rude of me.
I owe you an apology I'm sorry
[Chorus]
Other than that nothing really needs to be said about how I am, but then again, I found out last night that I have been right for awhile about a certain situation. 5 months ago I started something that ended a month ago, and 3 months ago I started something else as well. While I know what i was doing, I lost control and others found out what I was doing, and well, my image in their eyes has been tainted, I don't mind much though cause I know what I was doing, and why I was doing it. I have taken the following stance...
"If someone calls you a liar but you know you told the truth, it doesn't matter what they believe"
No one called me a liar, but no one knows the truth of the situation they are all assuming things. I don't regret what I did, I regret not being careful and losing control of the situation and thus losing most of my room to move around behind the scenes, but thats okay, I only have 3 more months with these people and then its one of 4 things. I move to downtown GR or I move back to GB or I move to Minnesota with John or I move to Kansas City. We will just see what happens, but I feel confined, like I want to lash out at people and tell them they know nothing about what happened over the last 5 months, cause they don't. All they see are the actions, and not the reasons, and I know actions speak louder than words, but reasons are why we have actions, and only I know my reasons (and a couple others do too), and they had good intentions behind them whether they choose to see it or not.
Later days
[mcp]
Other than that nothing really needs to be said about how I am, but then again, I found out last night that I have been right for awhile about a certain situation. 5 months ago I started something that ended a month ago, and 3 months ago I started something else as well. While I know what i was doing, I lost control and others found out what I was doing, and well, my image in their eyes has been tainted, I don't mind much though cause I know what I was doing, and why I was doing it. I have taken the following stance...
"If someone calls you a liar but you know you told the truth, it doesn't matter what they believe"
No one called me a liar, but no one knows the truth of the situation they are all assuming things. I don't regret what I did, I regret not being careful and losing control of the situation and thus losing most of my room to move around behind the scenes, but thats okay, I only have 3 more months with these people and then its one of 4 things. I move to downtown GR or I move back to GB or I move to Minnesota with John or I move to Kansas City. We will just see what happens, but I feel confined, like I want to lash out at people and tell them they know nothing about what happened over the last 5 months, cause they don't. All they see are the actions, and not the reasons, and I know actions speak louder than words, but reasons are why we have actions, and only I know my reasons (and a couple others do too), and they had good intentions behind them whether they choose to see it or not.
Later days
[mcp]