Copy and place this is a comment in my LJ ( Read more... )

Once in a while I do something really stupid that makes my walls come down so I can remind my self that I am in fact still human. I start to think about what I HAD instead of what I HAVE and I end up feeling nauseous, tonight's trigger?

Fucking pictures I can not bring my self to get rid of.

Dammit!

Oh, and Happy Birthday to me, I am 25.

Sometimes, and part of me feels/knows this is wrong, but ...

When I pull in the driveway late at night, sometimes I stand there waiting for you to pull in behind me.

Sometimes

When I leave work and I am driving around I always think of all these things I want to write in my LJ and how to format them so my points get acrossed, but then when I get home I realize just how many people on my friends list will actually give a shit and well, those are the ones that actually know how I feel any ways.

Later days

[mcp]

I almost had the nerve to ask a good lookin 35 year old that was in an accident I witnessed to go get coffee or something on my way home from my parents house.

In hindsight I think I should have done it.

Dammit!

I got my first check today, $259.23 for 25.4 hours worth of work (in one week ( Read more... )

It's official, there is something wrong with me, I can't sleep, I can't talk to the opposite sex, my sex drive is almost, no wait, it is none existent. I would think I was gay except I have no sexual impulses towards my own sex. I have no driven desire to meet members of the opposite sex, and when I do and we are done talking, I might as well have ( Read more... )

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me. Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no, you know it will always just be me ( Read more... )

Haven't exactly signed papers yet, but the job is mine ( Read more... )

Yea, I am still alive. I am working a little, and I spend a lot of time at the Beanery playing people online in Tetris, but I am still alive.

Just thought I would let you all know!

Later days

[mcp]