I am not suicidal that is, but I can't wait till the day I die, whenever that is, but I hope it happen sooner rather than later ( Read more... )

I want to pack everything back up into boxes, then atleast my room would be clean, and if I decided to up and leave at a last minutes notice I could do so quickly ( Read more... )

So who thinks I should get the [as] logo tattooed on the side of my right shoulder?

I have been thinking about it for about 15 hours now, and the more I think about it the more I think it would be cool, or something. Just wondering what everyone else had to say.

later days

MCP

LFO - LFO (1999) and LFO - Life is Good (2002) are two excellent albums, even the emotional songs make me smile in some way ( Read more... )

Communication... its a great thing.

The only feeling I have in my body right now is this rage to just destroy something, it's taking all I have to control it and keep it inside, but it's not good and its not healthy and I know it's just going to blow and something real bad is going to happen, but I can't let go, I wan't to cause myself physical pain, but I don't want to inflict it ( Read more... )

Just thought I would fill everyone in, after donating at the Biolife center for almost 2 years I decided to drop off an application. I am excited for this job for two reasons, one I have a shot at getting it, and 2, they pay 9 dollars an hour, have full benefits (Medical and Dental) for full and part time employees, sick days, and they start you ( Read more... )

I am sitting in the Field House, in class with Shannon, can't wait for the teach to get here so I can go to sleep.

Later days

MCP

Parfois je souhaite que le monde autour de moi cesse d'exister et une lumière illuminerait la voie d'accès que je suis censé prendre dans la vie.

Jours postérieurs

MCP

I just got done watching "Prozac Nation" with Christina Ricci. VERY good movie. I can see why my sister raved for it to come out here, but alas it did not. I DLed it last night off of a torrent out of sheer curiosity and was very pleased with it when it ended. Excellent movie, one I won't soon be deleting.

Off to read C&H, nite alls!

MCP