i thought i was going to be fired today, but i wasn't. i'm not sure if this makes me happy. i feel so distant from the people around me, and i realized i'm just as lonely as i was in the fall, except now i've gotten used to it. the best thing in my life right now is mailing valentine cards and the chance to hang out with a boy and a girl i've had a ( Read more... )

Broken french, and my play was pushed back. I really like hats and my bed is broken and I'm still sleeping on it. Snow day today, but I can't sleep in anymore. I haven't had a cigarette in 2 days, and I don't really care. I'd be surprised if I can make my car payment this month, but oh well. How did I never listen to Baribeau before!?!

I ran 2 miles today. That is more than I have ever gone in my entire life! I've also been cast in this play Sorry with Katie. For 3/4 of the play I have to been in my UNDERWEAR on stage! GAH! At 11 o'clock last night I was oddly motivated to clean my room, and I did, but not fully. I got a raise at work and I'm doing new fun stuff (Playing with ( Read more... )

No more settling for less! Strive for quality! I'm gonna be brave!

Lovefest was everything I could have hoped it could be! Perfect weather, and I made the fire! Good old rehab skills finally payed off! Katie, I wrote a little letter to your parents thanking them for letting me stay the night, I told them the house is beautiful, and it is! And thanksgiving break was all I needed to make me melt with happiness and ( Read more... )

I wrote my essay to St. John's today. 8 and half pages. It is the longest thing I ever written. It's a really, really sloppy combination of my dad's trial, rehab, my previous entry, the flawed school system, and veganism (i need to add this in). I decided to not include anything about anarchy saving my life, it may be a little to radical for the ( Read more... )

St. John's is the most beautiful place I've ever been. Everyone smokes and enthusiastic. The seminar was a few passages from The Republic and afterwards I was shaking with excitement. I am going to attend St. John's next year.

Someone stole my gym shorts.

Is this a good or bad thing?

What a weekend ( Read more... )

I'm down in the dumps again. When I went to College Park, I was a child again. When I was young, I would go to the the carnival or and amusement park, something of that nature, and I would run wild! I wanted to see everything! I have this vivid memory of me running into a haunted house, and somehow getting lost inside. I was terrified, so naturally ( Read more... )