Fin.

[mdbfly]

I'm not going to keep a livejournal anymore. It always made me feel stupid and self-absorbed

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[_pamphleteer]

You won't get this comment, I'm sure
But Lord help me, I love you. And I swear, that'll be the last time I say it for a long time. And you won't even read this. Which is probably best.
But I really do. I don't think you get it.
I'm not in love. Heaven help me, I wouldn't jump into that sinking tugboat again. Not now, anyway.
But I really just fucking adore you.
Goddamn, you're just what I wanted.
So from now on, I'm keeping my mouth shut about all of this love nonsense. Because it makes me feel silly and vulnerable.
But I still love you.
Deal with it.

[_pamphleteer]

I feel sort of like crying, but I can't bring myself to call you.

You don't know how lovely you are.