MY life is going really good...i asked alison out again...this time she said yes...so i guess were goin out for real now...so that is really good...and im happy ( Read more... )

i have decided what i am gonna do...i hope for a good answer...but yea...at least my thinking is over...my head was gonna blow up!

Cape Cod '05 damn it was fun...1st van breaks down...horseshoe crab...2nd van breaks down...chaseing onstar truck...cell phones dieing..."are you guys doin it?"...tow-truck driver guy...my daddy on his motorcycle...driveing back...Cape Cod '05 damn it was fun

i cant wait to tell andrew! hurry up friday!

yup so this is fun...all i have to say is that i never thought id be in a mess like this...having to choose...idk what i want anymore...i thought i wanted to start a relationship...but idk anymore...shes a good friend and confidant...someone i can trust...the question is do i want to risk it?...part of me says yes...part of me is still singing " ( Read more... )

went to the drive-in movies last night...it was fun...dukes of hazzard and the island...both were good...then after we went to jackies and slept i only got an hour of sleep...(theres a trend here...) but anyway...thats it...

ok..yea...so today was good...went to work...busy as hell..went to conway with jackie to meet jason and kimmie...then to the pond to meet alison...then to vermont...to look at gas prices...$1.29 is what i got per gallon...then back to conway for swimming then to robins house for dinner then to robins deck to sit and talk...then i drove alison home ( Read more... )

oh yea i almost forgot...whos kate hallie jacobs...and why is she giveing me advise on my life??

so yea...jon just suddenly started talking to me and alison again...i still just kinda said fuck off...but alison has been talking to him...maybe its good maybe its bad idk...but if it makes her happy its good...im still not gonna talk to him cuz hes been a jackass to me for a while and im kinda sick of it so fuck him im not talking to him no more ( Read more... )

yea...that seems to be the theme to my life...i finally got out of the house for a while today...it was kinda fun me alison and tif went to conway to go swimming then to yankee candle to visit kimmie...alison started to dry hump kimmie when kimmie starts yelling "SECURITY CAMERA! SECURITY CAMERA!" there was a security camera watching them...it was ( Read more... )

so yea work has been...well wierd...literally everyone at bubs is pushing me to ask jackie out...why?...idk...but anyway...idk...so many things to think about...theres alison...and the fact were just friends...and the fact that if we go through a hard break up we still need to see each other at work ect...idk...im just thinkin out loud...noone take ( Read more... )