A QUESTION FOR LOVE ( Read more... )

i talked to my dad for long time last night and came to a decision that i really dont know what im going to decide on yet but i will know in about 2 months which path i take.im sorry vicky that i couldnt give the space you asked for from fear of loosing all that i have came to know. i know at school you will start talking to other guys and that i ( Read more... )

today at 2:00pm i decided to go out fishing with my dad on the courtney cambell causeway just to try to take my mind off of things but everytime i glanced out onto the water and saw the sun casting a reflection off the rippling water all i saw was my baby's face so this is why fishing sucks. i cant get what happened out of my mind but then again i ( Read more... )

guess what i get to go see a psychologists to try to fix past issues and maybe future one. Vicky you were right i do need help with the issue involving my mothers death but i am also going to ask for help on our relationship since its free but whether it was or wasnt i am going to fix us by the end of next week and i know that isnt enough time for ( Read more... )

waking up today if i even slept was hard i didnt want to get out of bed because i didnt ever want this day to come. a day when reality hit. i'm without my Vicky and that is all. The love of my life is gone. out doing her own thimg without me and it hurts probably more then it did yesterday. i want to call her or im her and i cant cause it would ( Read more... )

it is amazing how things turn out when two people think they are perfect for each other. vicky called off the engagement today and said that she wants to be 19. i never thought one statement could destroy me so much as what came out of her mouth today. the one thing that hurt me the most was that she wasnt even upset about it. do get me wrong she ( Read more... )

yes the fighting is getting worse. it seems like the love she had for me has broken into a million pieces that will never be put assembled together again. what is a life without her; there isn't one and i don't want one. if i can't have her then no one will ever have me.she was the only one who had a chance and she is the only one who will ever ( Read more... )