Alone {oneshot}
Title: Alone
Length: Oneshot
Couple: Hanchul~
Rating: G
Summary:It's time to go (horrible at summaries sorry)
I watched as you exited the car, your hand shielding your eyes from the rain. I watched you from the window; I could see the look of discontent on your face, you always hated the rain.
I wish I could fall into your embrace; feel the cool warmth come from your body. I would settle and you would settle; we wouldn't have to care about what is around us; yet wonder what event from the dark world we live in would come back to claim us.
Sometimes, in the darkness of the night, only being lighted by the moon outside the window, I would look across the room to see you sleeping. Someone could fall in love with you just by the sight, just like I did. But I always felt alone, for even though you’re there in the room across from me...I don’t feel it, there in the dark.
On other nights, fear would wash over me. What would you say if you fount out? What would you do? I took slow, hollow breaths until the fear disappeared. I wanted to believe life could stay the same if I told you. Full schedules, weekly performances, public appearences, times with friends. But then the fear would come rushing back to me. I lied there, hands clenched at my sides, heart thumping at an irregular pace, I felt unsure..and alone.
Even after it was all over, our journey together, the pain of the fact that I never told you still haunts me.
I remember that day we said our goodbyes. Neither one of us dared to cry. We barely spoked. We promised to meet again, to stay in contact. I knew we wouldn't; we both knew. It would be too painful for me. But what was your excuse? Was it the same?
We stood there for a moment. We met eyes, I saw a glint of some emotion. Was it pain? Happiness? Sorrow? Your face was always a hard one to read. You dropped your eyes from mine, turned away and began to move away.
I too turned, but after a couple of feet I looked back, once, to see you looking back from a couple of feet away. We were too far from each other to be more than just mere figures, whose real dimensions were lost to the distance.
For years I would have dreams about that one day. In which I would stand at the exact same place trying against the fact of the distance to see your face. Once or twice I would have a dream that you would walk back to where I was standing, look into my face, and just smile.
I woke up with my cheeks wet.
Even after it being so long ago, I still felt alone.
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A/N: You can pick who the narrator is. I did the whole not knowing thing on purpose.
It's short...I Hope it wasn't too bad...
Length: Oneshot
Couple: Hanchul~
Rating: G
Summary:It's time to go (horrible at summaries sorry)
I watched as you exited the car, your hand shielding your eyes from the rain. I watched you from the window; I could see the look of discontent on your face, you always hated the rain.
I wish I could fall into your embrace; feel the cool warmth come from your body. I would settle and you would settle; we wouldn't have to care about what is around us; yet wonder what event from the dark world we live in would come back to claim us.
Sometimes, in the darkness of the night, only being lighted by the moon outside the window, I would look across the room to see you sleeping. Someone could fall in love with you just by the sight, just like I did. But I always felt alone, for even though you’re there in the room across from me...I don’t feel it, there in the dark.
On other nights, fear would wash over me. What would you say if you fount out? What would you do? I took slow, hollow breaths until the fear disappeared. I wanted to believe life could stay the same if I told you. Full schedules, weekly performances, public appearences, times with friends. But then the fear would come rushing back to me. I lied there, hands clenched at my sides, heart thumping at an irregular pace, I felt unsure..and alone.
Even after it was all over, our journey together, the pain of the fact that I never told you still haunts me.
I remember that day we said our goodbyes. Neither one of us dared to cry. We barely spoked. We promised to meet again, to stay in contact. I knew we wouldn't; we both knew. It would be too painful for me. But what was your excuse? Was it the same?
We stood there for a moment. We met eyes, I saw a glint of some emotion. Was it pain? Happiness? Sorrow? Your face was always a hard one to read. You dropped your eyes from mine, turned away and began to move away.
I too turned, but after a couple of feet I looked back, once, to see you looking back from a couple of feet away. We were too far from each other to be more than just mere figures, whose real dimensions were lost to the distance.
For years I would have dreams about that one day. In which I would stand at the exact same place trying against the fact of the distance to see your face. Once or twice I would have a dream that you would walk back to where I was standing, look into my face, and just smile.
I woke up with my cheeks wet.
Even after it being so long ago, I still felt alone.
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A/N: You can pick who the narrator is. I did the whole not knowing thing on purpose.
It's short...I Hope it wasn't too bad...