I go to clubs and even when I'm having a good time I never hit on girls. Somehow if I'm not drunk enough to not notice they make me feel impotent. Maybe I'm just a pussy who doesn't approach women-- considering I know a large group of people now who are very attractive and I've never made a move on any of them ( Read more... )

For Halloween I dressed up as someone who is unliked and unwanted.

Does it make me a horrible person that part of me never wants to interact with my father again?

Met someone. Fell for her slowly over time. Listened to everyone say she fell for me. Watched how she avoided bonding and intimacy. Blamed her religion. Blamed fear. I have too many secrets and they are driving me mad. Frustration.

http://xkcd.com/550/

My millionaire Uncle Bud has written me. Here's what I'm not sending him in order to not spoil my family's inheritance. Note that he has said many times how he wants to help, and now refuses to give any money to both my parents and my brother, who are in financial hard-times and want only to help themselves outlast them or, in the case of my ( Read more... )

My life is going in a good direction. I'm gainfully employed and financially stable, no stressful segments and no problems in my life ( Read more... )

Fucking awkward. Story of my life.

I think I just met someone wonderful. I think I already screwed it up. I hope I see her again :/

I hadn't realized how long it's been since I've posted. Not only has it been a significant amount of time, it has been one of the most significant time periods in my life ( Read more... )