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mdwatkins77

Pug farts and life in general

Dec 12, 2006 22:40

Hi everybody......I haven't fallen off the face of the earth I am just very very tired. My job is the toughest adventure I have ever been on. I love my students but wow!! They are so so crazy and I mean really crazy. It feels like a true accomplishment to say that I have made it to Christmas. I have gotten really sick and almost ended up in the ( Read more... )

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mdwatkins77 December 13 2006, 22:32:13 UTC

You should check out the documentary Indigo Evolution. It is awesome. I haven't called or emailed anyone because my job has filled me with so much rage and misery that I feel like I would just dump and dump and dump and I don't want to bring anyone down but in the same sense I am finding myself becoming isolated and depressed because of my job. I have tears in my eyes right now because all I really want to do is to go work at walmart. How sad is that. I am glad to hear that things are going well for you Lindsay I really am but I have to admit that I am a weee bit jealous. You motivated me and I called westernm and told them that I was still interested in being considered for admissions so who knows maybe we will both be in grad school next year.

skyward_falls December 13 2006, 16:07:10 UTC

Holy Moley girlie! Way to hang in there, just don't go slitting your throat along with that kid's (tasteless joke) Its so nuts when life gets like that, and you hear your brain going, don't worry this isn't going to kill you - you'll wake up in the morning. Hopefully the end hurries its ass up for you.

Problem is there aren't enough Teachers like you, one's that actually care.

mdwatkins77 December 13 2006, 22:36:34 UTC

I really dislike 2 5th grade teachers inparticular. they are utter bitches. Seriously I have been counting down the weeks since the fourth week of school. It truly is hell and heartbreaking. God how I wish we could all spend a weekend together. I need a girls and wine retreat. BUt hey don't we all. I hate drama I hate gossipping and that is all these old bitches do. Calgon take me away!!!

skyward_falls December 13 2006, 22:40:37 UTC

Yeah I've emailed recently on that, and Jill wrote me back about it, hopefully sometime next year '2007 - just us girlies. Speaking of which I just ordered a whole case of that yummy wine......

kiah25 December 15 2006, 01:52:55 UTC

Hang in there and remember we love you and you can call and vent anytime you need to. Hugs, Lydia

mdwatkins77 December 15 2006, 11:23:24 UTC

The other night Lydia I had a pitty party for myself and sat and cried for 20 minutes but it wasn't the yucky blubbering cry it was the silent tears streaming down your face kind of cry because I realized that my current dream in life is to work at walmart in women's clothing and to wear one of those blue smocks. I cried because how sad is it that that is my dream. I cried because my current job is keeping me from reaching my dreams and I cried over the fact that after all my hard work these 2 old bitch teachers and that ghetto fabulous mamma have caused me to want to work at walmart. But on a happier note now that I have discovered Dawson's Creek comes on at 5am I am a little happier and yesterday sydney my assistant who is the most awesome person in the world to work with laughed so hard over my blog on myspace that soda came out of her nose. 4 days till x-mas break. We so have to hang out.

kiah25 December 15 2006, 15:16:53 UTC

sending you lots of love...I know all about the sitting there with the tears silently streaming down your face...been ther myslef...also had the huge gut wrenching sobs lately...I understand comepletly. We just have to remember the good times and know they will soon return. Good things are on the horizon for both of us.