Ok I have really been thinking about my life lately. This semester is supposed to be the culmination of all of my special education course work. I am student teaching and I am supposed to be prepared to enter the work force next fall as a teacher but I feel like this is all some big cruel joke. I love my students I love education but my heart is ( Read more... )

Chris is an amazing person. I feel so comfortable around him. He isn't my twin flame but he is a step on my journey. He knows that I am a survivor but he doesn't know to what extent. Last night I typed out a version of my story to send to him but then I chickened out. I want to share it with him so he can see how hard I have worked to get to ( Read more... )

So Most of you know that I have been feeling pretty lonely. Well a week ago I joined match.com. I have met an awesome person. We have been chatting online and finally met for coffee. We talked for 3 hours. Guess what he is an equal. So we are going to go out this weekend. Oh my goodness. Here is the crazy part. A week after Paul and I ( Read more... )

I want to start off by saying a huge thank you to Lindsay. Words cannot express what I am feeling right now. The DVD is amazing. I miss you so much. Are you sure you won't be able to make it in November? This may sound so odd but the DVD felt like home to me. I guess what they say is true about home being where the heart is. My heart is with ( Read more... )

I am going home today to see my family. I will be there until roughly the 13th. The good thing is that it is only about 2.5 hours away so if I need anything I can just hop in the car and go. I am excited and nervous about seeing my grandfather. I wish I could just keep things the way they were 4 months ago when everyone was healthy and happy. ( Read more... )

This has been the longest day ever. I believe I am going to go to bed really soon. I just don't have the energy to pack tonight. I am not really looking forward to going to the beach. I am just too exhausted. I may end up leaving later than I expected. I hate to sound selfish but I really hate that all of this has happened. I worked so hard ( Read more... )