heh...can't believe I almost forgot to mention this. Amanda was single when we first started talking. And later, her ex made up with her and they got back together. So in other words...if my candy ass wasn't so shy and insecure, I would probably have a date.

:kicks his own ass...Jim Carey style: Damn you Nelson!!!!

After enough soul searching I finally told Amanda why I've been upset. ...and it went rather well. :sigh of relief: I didn't get touchy-feely like I tend to and she was very supportive. So we're still friends. We'll still talk, hang out, act stupid, etc ( Read more... )

The scary part is I could actually get away with saying this.
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As much as I go through this, you'd think I'd have gotten a handle on it by now. Not so. I don't know what to do...what to say...how to act...nothing. Which just makes me all the more depressed. :sigh:

Yes, ladies and gentlemen. With an absolute astounding rate of consistency, Nelson has managed to have his heart beaten, bruised, battered, broken, thrown on the floor, stomped on, and crushed 9 times in a row. Yes, I said 9 TIMES!! Even the almighty law of averages is incapable of breaking this unstoppable streak. So who is the lucky lady to ( Read more... )

...well...yesterday, actually. You see, I took my car into Jiffy Lube to get an oil change / fluid check / filter check and they said I had an oil leak. Crap! My mechanic will have an estimate Monday and it sounds like it won't be cheap. It's leaking from more than 1 spot. Crap again ( Read more... )

Amanda's grandpa passed away today. So many people have been having friends/relatives move on and it's such a shame. I wish I knew what to say.

Amanda wasn't anywhere to be found at work today. We talked after work and she said she called out and would be starting her new job on Monday. Too much bullshit with people trying to mack her at work, I guess. Now I won't be seeing her face :drool: at work anymore.
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What is the hell is her problem with Jason??? I really don't get it ( Read more... )

Boscov's had a softball game yesterday. Atlantic City vs Vineland. It seemed like an interesting game...until the 5th-wheel syndrome kicked in. I hate that feeling. Just being there with the group...yet never feeling that you're a part of it. Like you're just "there." :sigh: I wasn't feeling it AT ALL. After about 20 minutes, I just walked ( Read more... )