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Feb 23, 2011 16:40

I've been in a bad place for a really long time. Longer than I care to admit, really. Whole days off spent curled up in my room, quiet on the outside but with a little knot of hysteria pulsing on the inside. I've been ignoring the fact that time is passing and that life is moving, with or without me. But I'm tired of it, and I think I'm getting ( Read more... )

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kristopolis February 24 2011, 13:37:13 UTC

i think these are feelings that will come back again & again through our lives & they are kind of a blessing in that they remind us not to settle. my fortune cookie was wrong; this is not good enough. we can be more & do more. we can & so we will.

i think that i rely on you so much for your strength that i forget that you can be weak, too. you're my warrior woman. i don't how to be supportive where i've been supported.

my mom keeps saying that all these feelings can be chalked up to the season & the weather, but i think that just because things feel easier doesn't mean they are. & winter always comes back.

i love you, my dearest one. i can give you wake-up calls at the crack of dawn & i can listen when you speak & i can stop pretending that i don't see you drowning. you can do this. you are incredible.

silentbutterfly February 24 2011, 20:20:21 UTC

hey bren bren, first of all I love you :) Second of all, I feel somewhat that finding a therapist might still be a good idea even though you're feeling better now. We all have trouble from time to time, and its good to already have that support system in place for when you are having bad days or weeks or months.

I'd love to chat soon, I miss you so very much.

smashlampjaw March 1 2011, 00:38:36 UTC

I don't know how to tell my parents that I need help because I feel embarrassed that I haven't just been aloof and "post-grad", that it is probably something worth talking about. The first step is being honest with yourself, and everyone knows livejournal is a great place to admit (sort of) that something is wrong. I think eating fruit and enjoyin sunlight will help me in these next few months. I hope you find something to help you too.