Yesterday Alyssa was 1 month old. She has already began her little coos. She just started yesterday or the day before. It is the coolest thing. She is so smart. That is all I really wanted to write, I guess.

Trishia

I'm doing a little winter cleaning. If you want me to keep you on my friends list reply to this. Some people on my list never use this and I just want to clear off some people who don't need to be there anymore ( Read more... )

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You know when I'm mad I make things seem so much worse than they really are. I just make things bad I guess. They're not as bad as I make them seem. I have problems. I am really happy and yet I get mad and make it seem like I couldn't be more unhappy. WTF? I'm messed up. Maybe its from my fucked up childhood. No, that's just an excuse. I have to ( Read more... )

recently Alyssa has started this thing where if she gets mad she grabs a handfull of her hair and pulls. Then she freaks out because she dousnt know why her head hurts. Isn't she just a silly goose?

I have been writing in another journal just for my baby girl, Alyssa. It is tomychild. If anyone would like to read it that is fine with me. I will eventually print it out and let her read it when she is older. I started it when I was pregnant. It is just stuff about her and how I'm feeling about things so she can know when she gets older ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up at 7 something and felt so shitty. I've pretty much been asleep all day. I was supposed to go to my neices(in law) birthday party but, that wouldn't have been such a great idea. I sent Alyssa with Adam's dad though. That way I could get a little uninterupted rest so I could get better. She got back home and was all ( Read more... )

The nurse with Nurses for Newborns came again today. She said that Aly is still perfect. She now weighs 8lbs 10oz. Holy Crap, right? Yeah, that's what I thought. She just weighed 8lbs 5oz on last thursday. Well, after she checked all of the things she needed to check with Aly she said that she didn't think I needed anymore visits. She said ( Read more... )

It was more fun than I've had in a while. Mostly because I got to leave this damned trailor and I got to drive the truck all by myself. I went to my sisters at about noonish. I took Aly to get her picture taken with Dylan and Santa. The picture turned out weird. It only cost three dollars so its ok I guess. Plus I want to get one done of just ( Read more... )

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