is it okay, to feel this way, when others dont?

[me_emily52]

so its the christmas holidays and im still believing that im the most boring person there is on this earth. i dress boring, i do boring things, im just an all round boring person, thats probably why i have no friends. on the bright side christmas is in two days, i know half of my presents (credit goes to my brother) and im going away to my

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[get_up_get_out]

EMILY WE DON'T HATE YOU AT ALL!

I'm pretty sure I know how you're feeling

I haven't hung out with you guys at all for a really long time and yeah, it does make me feel like shit too. I never call you guys because I'm always pretty sure that you don't ever want to do anything with me anymore because, I'm no fun because I'm always down and upset over something really lame. but I'm stoppping that now, its my resolution. actually an early one, because i started already (my future kind of depended on it, so yeah. its early) YOU ARE FUN! You always make me laugh. always. You're not boring at all! You're always doing something that surprises me.

See, look! we're having fun, which means that you are fun!!!!!!

[get_up_get_out]

ps- is it just me, or do I look dead?..like blue in the face?

[me_emily52]

ya, theres a little bit of blue face em...whats with that?

[wanna_be_]

ok little Emily is sooo right..even thought was kinda used to hate each other you are trés cool. TRES cool..when were all together..it's awesome..even thought that's like 2 or 3 times and they were still really fun like the time at timmy hoe's like ok noone else's boyfriend could hit me in the throat with a water bottle lid..yes that's what i thought and the only reason i don't call you is cause it's long distance and my parents have a cow..so that's why i jump at every change to talk to you on here..and as much as i'm not around you calvin really loves you..even i'm not blind to that fact..you probably arn't either but you feel like that..it's alright even i have those days..i know i know who would ever think i had those days..but yes yes i do. but anyways i better stop like cheering you up or somthing..it's just wayyy not cool of me.
peace out and MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Courtney

[twistedreality_]

emily. my dearest friend. im sory im sory im sory. we neeeed to hang out more. i just never know when to call cause you are always with cal (dont get me wrong that is totally cool with me) and im usually doing something or other now-a-days. but yes we will do thinks more. you are definately not boring infact you are one of the most interesting people i know. along with salmon. you should talk to me about these things i am always willing to listen tell me when you feel we are drifting and i will do the same that way the gap will be less of a challenge to stuff full of plaster and smooth out(good as new)i love you em.

i love you!

[imfalling_apart]

emily emily emily......
I KNOW EXATLY HOW YOU FEEL!!!!! i practicly just got to really know you guys this year and im so behind on everything..... it seems like im not even wanted beacuse ive missed so much stuff!!!!!!! it seems like everyone hangs out alot and im never there.!!! that hurtys alot..... like when i saw that pic of you and little em... i was like wow... it looks like you guys were having fun.... wish i was there... DONT WORRY EMILY!!! I LOVE YOU!!! AND IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!!!! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!! XOXOXO