i cant really explain how i feel i wanna run screaming and yelling and i wanna hit something but i dont feel like doin any of that im pissed and sad but im not i guess the best way to explain it is to put it like this picture being told something you didnt want to hear

*sigh* things are like they usually are and prolly should be

hey well this weekend i was supposed to go to new york yesterday but since it rained i didnt end up goin.

ummmmmmmmmm dont really have anything planned for the week maybe i ll go look for a job get off my lazy ass try to rake in some of that sweet sweet dinero

well ive got nothin else that happened soo yea

until next time adios

OK i give up i ve lost again i will always lose and i should quit bc its never gonna happn never i dont care anymore i give up im sick and tired of losin so best thing i can do is just quit give up and never try again but who knows maybe i will try again i can fool myself into thinkin the outcome will be good but deep inside i know itll just be ( Read more... )

its hard to have confidence and self-esteam when you lose all the time i dont think this time will be any different but i can try and maybe it could work out for me at least this once

Well yesterday was interesting i went swimming agustins and he lent me a pair of of shorts and a short while later he literally ripped them off me and then wipped me with then luckly i was wear my boxers underneither ( Read more... )

well today was uneventfull not much happened ( Read more... )

Tonight was so great i went to hooters and met up wit paul travis and tim and then we went to guitar center then the mall and then to the movies i really wanna hang out wit them again i had a wicked fun time ( Read more... )

OK im finally gonna tell hjow the show went it went like this ( Read more... )

well we had the show last night