I feel a faint throbbing pain in my right arm.That needle was huge,and I've never seen so much blood leave my body.The things people will do for some quick cash.....Oh well.Beats walking Cervantes street.

I had to skip Nicole's house pajama party tonight,the party I put $40 into.Instead,I get called home to peel potatoes.Fucking sweet,huh?I told ( Read more... )

I'm staying the night with Ryan and Nicole.

Agenda for the rest of the week:Today: shopping,making Togas,going to EC ( Read more... )

"Fate smiles at destiny."

Those are lyrics from a Natalie Merchant song that we heard on the radio tonight.And for some reason,they really struck me.

Courtney dubbed me Ghostie,and I think it might stick.

Thomas and I are getting a Teacup Chihuaua and naming it Cholo.

One voice in my head is saying "Wow,he must really love you."
And another one is saying "If you really love HIM,you'll do the right thing and let him go."

I must be the biggest piece of shit ever.

I think I might dissappear for a few days....

I quit my job.I didn't make any announcements,but I'm sure they'll get the idea.The Dhalia Llama said I should last night,and I really took it to heart,because I realized he was right.As usual ( Read more... )

Tonight I trained as a server.There was nothing to learn,considering it was all common sense,and I was sick of everyone telling me "how cute" I looked in the uniform ( Read more... )

Work has been hell the past few days.BUT I'm going to start training to be a server(waitress) next week.YESH!No more being a kitchen bitch for me ( Read more... )

Thomas has teen court at 4 today.Sometimes these kids can be pretty lenient,so I'm hoping he'll get lucky ( Read more... )

Tonight was amazing.

We sat in my car for an hour in the freezing cold.And it was the best time I've had in weeks ( Read more... )

Today on my 30 minute break at work,I talked to Thomas,and it was the best conversation I've had in awhile(aside from Courtney,of course).Sooooo yeah...I sealed the deal,and we're dating now ( Read more... )