not fair

[me_n_my_star]

so my friend travis might be moving to chicago.

it's not fair.
i want to get out of this place so badly.
i wish i could just go with him.
leave everything.
and go.
live in a huge city where no one knows me.
no one can get mad at me for stupid shit.

i want to move away and never come back.

my life. my problems.
they both mean shit to me.

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[fearof_goodbye]

as far as im concerned, the real reason i was/am mad is not stupid shit. it was a request, and i know shit is hard and i dont make it any easier, however, knowing EXACTLY how i feel about it, and that i would find out, was kind of like a slap in the face. sorry. maybe i'm being selfish about it...

[me_n_my_star]

i wasn't talking about you in my entry.
it was mostly about my parents.
i don't think that you're mad at me over stupid shit.
you have a reason to be mad.
and i'm sorry if i hurt you in anyway
but it's the only way that i knew how to deal with the situation at the time.

i'm sorry.
but we all have our problems
and this is just something i'm going to have to deal with myself.
not to sound mean or anything,
but there is only so much a person can say.
and not everything that we talk about can make anything any easier on me.

i've learned that i shouldn't rely on other people to help with my problems.

[me_n_my_star]

p.s. i still love you and you'll always be my best friend.
thanks for everything that you've done for me.

i don't take any of it for granted.
and i'm sorry if i made anything harder on you.