brandon and erin have been together for 2 months! (tomorrow ( Read more... )

Dear you ( Read more... )

I REALLY need to get some new best friends ( Read more... )

winters going to come, I'm gunna clean these veins again.

***pictures***

( an attempt to tip the scales )

its funny how one day you think your world is falling down...then a few days a few days later, after you pick up the pieces, everything is back to normal. i freak out over nothing. *sigh* o well, im better. im fixing it. everything is okay. and thats relieving to say that for once.

i love you all.
i love brandon pond.

i am dieing dead.
everything is fallng appart.
too much stress.
too much bad news.
and overall...i am losing have lost my sences and my mind
a physical and mental fever. sickness.
no sympathy please.
the end.

( the truth is: you dont )

all my friends are busy, erins left at home...alone again. everyones out having fun. steph promised to spend today with me...but shes not answering her phone. maybe shes ignoring me. john, ky and brandon are out together...without me...i feel so left out. its okay...i feel like shit. i'm not happy. not at all. i never really have been. i just wish ( Read more... )

im being put on muscle relaxers and pain killers...for my back...because 4 advil does NOTHING for me. doctor took x-rays this morning, i have bad posture and my muscles are just overly tense...im prolly going to have bad bad bad back problems when i get older.im being put on the same pain killers as my grandparents are on for thier back problems ( Read more... )