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[me_vs_myself]

Life is strange. It sometimes takes turns for no apparent reason, shifting the course of your experience from one spetrum of existence to the other. Lately, things of that nature have become all too common for me

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[robyie]

You are alive? Well I'll be dammed. ;)

We should hang out and do that over 21 thing.

[davids_girl]

I just got done doing some homework here at the college. I had this undying curiosity to know what had been going on in your life... To my surprise, you still write in this journal.

I wish you the best in life, and I hope that you're successful at whatever you decide to do.

Hopefully, things will turn out for the better, and you get to keep this relationship healthy.

Despite the things that have happened... I still think you're one of the most amazing people to ever set foot on this earth, and you deserve the best; Always.

And with that... I'll say goodbye for the second time. I know that the last goodbye was the last one you wanted, but I'm giving you this one, because I have had many nights to think about everything... and I know that maybe someday... I'll be able to be content with life.

Good luck in whatever you do, and I promise to keep my word on the last promise that I made to your future paychecks.

-Mari

[me_vs_myself]

I don't truly know what to respond with. I will state that I am sorry about how things unfolded. I wasn't sure exactly what I was going to do, but as you know, they eventually took care of themselves and we ended up apart.

I hope you're alright and that you're doing well in college, preparing for your future -- one which is bright and filled with happiness.

I know one day you'll be happy. You're right, I never truly expected to hear from you again (or read something from you), but here it is. Never the less, take care, good luck and trust me, you'll find someone better than me; someone who cares about you more and that you'll love more than you ever could me.

[davids_girl]

I'm okay for the time being. I'm getting a raise in a couple of weeks, but I'll still only be making 14$/hr.

My future... is something that scares me with the responsibilities that will come in March of 2005, and my schooling is going great... afterall, it's the only part of me that does not involve any emotion.

Yes, I do believe that someday I'll be okay with my life.

But yeah... Take care of yourself, too. I don't ever really want to find anyone that isn't you; and I know that I won't let myself love anyone (who isn't my child) as much as I loved/maybe even love you, but I do think that there are people who care about me more than you did; Afterall, my heart and emotions are in shattered, crushed, pieces because of you.

-Mari