I'm in college ( Read more... )

I spent a lot of money ( Read more... )

I believe that one day soon you will understand what you have done wrong and you will see all the ways you have hurt me and on that day I will listen to you as you cry and no matter what I will forgive you. But I have learned my lessons. I have learned to stay true to my word and you will see that the things I promised will not fall short. I will ( Read more... )

My dying prayer, sealed in a scream ( Read more... )

It feels like shit to know that there are goodbye parties but I haven't been invited because no one gives a shit about saying goodbye to me. High school was hell for me. Summer has been hell for me. The last three years have been hell for me. I feel no desire to move or do anything. I got all dressed yesterday to go out and then I just sat back ( Read more... )

you're not gonna get away with this ( Read more... )

I hate everyone in this fucking house i hate every one of my god damn friends. I have nothing that makes me happy. Not one fucking person or one fucking thing and there is nothing I can do about it and I have all these god damn pills but whenever I take them the only thing that happens is I get sick and its not worth it. I'm not answering the phone ( Read more... )

It takes a lot of steam and a lot of pain for me to confidently say that I want pretty much NOTHING to do with the class of 2006. I don't know if I will wind up staying at Rutgers or not but I am pretty fucking sure that wherever I end up I'll make enough friends and enough lastly relationships to keep me away from those people for a very long time ( Read more... )

the sinner vs. the saint ( Read more... )

If there is one thing I understand it's abandonment. Since the day that I was born I have known that I have been abandoned. Forgetten about. Unloved. If there is one thing I believed it was the three years ago when I met the one person who I thought would NEVER leave me. I watched this person lie to me over and over again and tell me that HE would ( Read more... )